Surrender my Soul

sorry guys i should have posted this in August!! But im a lazy bitch when it comes to editing... one of my favourite story I've written since My Boo

As a young child Onika Maraj knew she had a calling on this earth which is acting. At the age of 18, Onika was a national well-known Singer/Rapper. Her father knew she was a child of many talents. After her mother die, five years ago, her father promised her that he will focus on her.

When Onika was 14 she moved to New York and started to attend La Guardia High School, because her agent, Chantel, advised her to go to high school to get great grades and study drama. Chantel also enrolled Nika in Drama classes.

Nika was a smart, popular and down to earth girl. She didn't let anyone slow her down. She knew what she wanted in life. She had lot of friends because she was so nice. Boys, was just not in Onika's vocabulary at all but that didn't stop the boys in her school. She figured she had enough men in her life, her father and Aubrey.

Aubrey was Onika's best friend. If Nika ever need a shoulder to cry on he was there. Whenever she felt like she couldn't, Aubrey told her she could. He kept her grounded. Aubrey was also an amazing actor, but to him it was just a hobby. His dream was to give back, he wanted to own a club for children in the projects could come to chill and have fun. Where they can get away and show off their talents, such as acting, singing, dancing. He admired Nika's beauty. She admired his kindness.

Aubrey knocked on her bedroom door, with no response he walked in. He was on wake up duty this weekend. It was Saturday morning which meant Drama classes. "Nikaaaaaaa get upppppppp" He extended each word as he shook her gently until she started to stir.

"I'm up" Onika giggled timidly. She made her way to the bath room and Aubrey made himself comfortable, sitting on one of her beanbag chairs. A quarter of an hour later Nika came out in a pink towel. Aubrey was hypnotized by her beauty.

"Aubrey, help me put lotion on my back." Onika and Aubrey were so comfortable with each, that they had seen each other naked.

"Sure" She brought her towel to the front. Aubrey took in her sweet scent as he rubbed her back slowly. Hypnotized by her scent, he lingered there for a little longer. "Done" he breathed.

Onika turned around and pat his cheek twice. "Thanks Auby Bear" Knowing fully well that Aubrey hated that name.

"No problem Niko pops" He chuckled as she scolded.

"Ugh I can't stand you."

"Whatever just hurry up" Aubrey made his way back to the bean bag chair, he wait for Onika get ready as so blabbed on about The Drama showcase.

"Oh My Gosh I can't wait for Monday night!" She exclaimed, throwing on her cute Floral above the knee summer dress.

"Me neither, especial since it’s our first time acting together."

"I can't wait for Daddy to see us act. I mean you’re an amazing actor."

"Not as great as you." He stared at her. Onika looked into his eyes and giggled.

"Thanks Aubz." She blushed.

"Uh..." He stood up, "We should go before the paps show up." He took her hand a led her to opened the door.

Rehearsal :-)

"That was amazing everyone!" Ms Galleria, the drama teacher said. After rehearsing for hours, everyone was perfect and knew they lines. Ms G was soo proud of her students.

All in all there was 17 main characters, this musical, the Fiddler on the roof, was the perfect play to show off all the senior students potential. The extras were played by the juniors and sophomore students and some singing majors too. Everyone was so excited for the showcase. The story centres on Tevye (played by Noah), the father of five daughters, and his attempts to maintain his family and Jewish religious traditions. He must cope both with the strong-willed actions of his three older daughters each one's choice of husband moves further away from the customs of his faith and with the edict of the Tsar that evicts the Jews from their village.

"Hey Aubz can I talk to you, man?" Noah, Aubrey's friend since Pre-k asked.

"Yeah sure," he excused himself from his conversation. "Hey man, what's up?"

"Listen man, you need to tell Onika about your feelings."

Aubrey looked at Nika; she was laugh at Ms G. He smiled and looked back at Noah "Random much?"

"Seriously bro, you need to tell her. Because we all know that she is definitely getting that contract for the movie." At the end of every showcase for seniors, movie casting directors will pick out two of the best students to star in a movie or theatre show. "And we all know that when that happens Onika is going to be global, the whole world will want her. She is going to forget about all of us Aubrey."

"No she won't," He unsurely asked, “Will she?”

"Fame changes people." Noah paused. "All I'm saying is you need to tell her before it's too late."

Maybe he is right, I need to tell her I love her, I’m in love with her but what if...

"Aubrey?" Nika popped him out of his thought bubble. He didn't even notice that Noah had gone.

"Huh??"

"I’ve been calling you name for 2 whole minutes. Where's your head at?"

Wherever you're at! "Ummm" He nervously scratched his head.

"Anyway a bunch of us are going to get some dinner you coming??"

"Um no you go ahead. I'm so tired." He fake yawned.

"Um, you sure?"

"Yeah go."

"Okay but I'll call you." he nodded.

Later that day.

Aubz laid still on his bed just thinking about Nika and whether or not he should tell her about his true feelings. She had been calling none stop for 2hours.

He was so focused on the ceiling above; he didn't see Nika walk into his room.

"Aubrey, why are you ignoring me?" He shot up from his bed.

"Don't you knock?" He yelled and soon regretted it.

"I don't know what your problem is, but you need to tell me what is wrong. I'm your best friend." She sat on the edge of the bed.

Aubrey scooted a little closer to her and held both her hands. I'm going to say it.

"Nika, I " He paused out of fear.

"You what?" she asked concerned.

"I'm, uh... Scared."

"Scared?"

"Yeah scared," He said as if he was trying to convince himself. "Of messing up on Monday." Onika is not stupid, she knew there was more to what he was dishing out, but she let it slide.

"Oh Aubrey, I promise you if you mess up I'll be there to clean it right up." She smiled, he smiled back. “I got your back bro" she said pounding her chest twice. "Ow"

BRO??? He chuckled. "Love you Nika"

"Love you too Aubz" They cuddled for the rest of the night. Aubrey just watched her sleep and kissed her forehead before drifting off to sleep.

Showcase

After the five sisters sang their song about finding their perfect man, Onika who played the oldest daughter called Tzeitel went to find her boyfriend, a tailor called Motel played by Aubrey.

The curtains went up.

Tzeitel:

My love

Motel:

My life.

[He hugs her]

Tzeitel:

We mustn't

[She pulls away]

Motel:

I love you, I want to marry you. I want to be with you.

Tzeitel:

And I, you darling, but my father. He won't allow me to marry a poor tailor.

Motel:

But love is much more powerful than money. Yes I am just a tailor. But I'm a tailor who loves you. And we shall get married!

[They sing their duet]

After that scene the curtains drop to set up the next scene. Aubrey and Onika were on the side of the stage. Now or Never!

"Onika can I talk to you?" he whispered.

"Right now? Aubz I'm sure it can wait."

"Not really." He muttered as the curtain went up.

Tzeitel:

[Walks on stage hand in hand with Montel]

Papa

Tevye:

Hmmm?

Tzeitel:

This is the man I want to marry. Not that butcher.

Tevye:

The tailor?! [both Montel and Tzeitel disconnected they hands]

Tzeitel:

Yes papa, I love him!

Tevye:

Love?? What do you know about love?

Montel:

I know she is my love.

Tevye:

But Tzeitel, look at his nose! That's not Jewish enough. [Murmurs] if you ask me.

The audience chuckled.

Tzeitel:

But papa.

Tevye:

No buts. I need to know you'll be taken care of. A poor tailor can't do that.

Montel:

[Steps forward with confidence]

Oh but sir I can! I love Tzeitel with all my heart and I promise not only to look after her but love her more than I love myself.

Aubrey then turned to Onika and said. "I love you. You're my life. Without you I am nothing. Like I don't exist without you. You make me wanna love you make me wanna fall, you make me wanna surrender my soul.

There was a pause; the two just stare at each-other as the audience awed.

Tevye:

Tzeitel is this, what you want?

Tzeitel:

Yes Papa

Nika hadn't taken her eyes of Aubrey. She was just so confused.

Tevye:

Very well they shall be a wedding.

Tzeitel:

[Jump in to Tevye arms] Thank you papa, thank you.

Tevye:

Anything to make you happy. [Kiss Tzeitel forehead] Run along there is much to do.

[Montel and Tzeitel run off stage.]

Backstage

Nika ran into her dressing room that she shared with her 4 other sisters in the musical. Aubrey wasn't too far behind her. He knocked on the door.

"Nika, we were amazing out there didn't you feel it?"

Onika opened the door then slapped Aubrey so hard across the face.

"No did you feel that?" Aubrey furrowed his brows and held his red cheek. "How could you Aubrey? You knew how important this night was to me." At this point Onika had tear drops sliding slowly down her face.

"Onika I,"

"Was this a joke?"

"What?"

"Our friendship? So you could see me at my worst? So you could see me in nothing. A joke on the smart girl that's too dumb to see that her best friend was in love with her?" She sniffed. "I'm such an idiot" She walked past him. But when he spoke she stopped walking.

"No you're not I am, I should have never told you."

"You know what, don't talk to me, touch me or come anywhere near me ever again after this showcase." She sniffed once more. "I just fucking hate you!" She said without turning around to look at him.

Once Noah lead the final song of the musical, the students went off stage to change and see who got what. The showcase was for the student to show off they talent and what they have been working 4years on. Some students got scouted, some got agents, some even got a part in a theatre production, but two got the movie deal.

Nika went to find her father and Chantel.

"Honey I am so proud of you. And your mother would have been proud too." Onika cried and smiled at the father and hugged him for his kind words. She felt her mother warm her heart. She was proud.

"Argh extra drama classes on Saturdays???" Chantel mimicked a 14 year old Onika. Onika chuckled. "That performance was spectacular. You got that deal in the bag." Onika was just happy no one noticed the slip up with Aubrey. "Come on Nika we need to talk to them now they already told me they want to see you."

Onika's Father said he would take her bags to the car and then will go out for dinner. He even invited Aubrey but she said he wants to spend the night with his mother. Her father shrugged and walked off.

Chantel ushered Nika over to the directors, where Nika saw Aubrey there. She glared at him then put all her attention on the directors. "Hello Onika, Aubrey was just telling us how amazing you are." Onika didn't even look in his direction or show any emotion. "This is one of the reason we want you to be the star in the re-make of Cinderella and Aubrey to play your prince." Onika and Chantel smiled so hard, this is what she has worked so hard for.

"Is it okay if I think about this offer?" Aubrey spoke up.

"Sure the company will give you until Friday." Aubrey shook the men's hand. Onika still didn't look at him but he looked at her once more before walking away.

"So Chantel, Onika, we will see you on Thursday?"

"Most definitely," Chantel answered.

As the casting directors walked away Chantel and Nika hugged and made their way to the car.

It was now Thursday and Onika and Chantel just got back from signing the contract and making sure there was nothing they disagreed on, in the contract. The casting directors gave her, her script; Nika was beyond excited to play this roll of a modern day Cinderella. For the rest of the day Onika was home alone. Usually she would stay at Aubrey's house when her father was away on business but she and Aubz haven't spoken since the showcase. No doubt in her mind, she definitely missed her best friend. But at this moment she hated him. She felt disgusted at herself, like a stripper or a prostitute.

She turned on the air conditioning to -15 degrees and wore Aubrey's hoodie and her boy shorts. She sat in the living room with a blanket over her legs, watching re runs of jersey shore. Ten minutes into the second episode of the season three, there was a knock on the door.

Nika put the blanket over her head and answered the door. "Hey sweetie," her smile went upside down when she saw his face.

"Hi Nika can I come in?"

"Sure Noah, what's wrong?"He looked down at the ground ashamed of what he is about to tell Onika.

"I have something to tell you." Nika just stepped to the side to let him in.

"Okay, what's wrong?" she asked again hoping to get an answer.

Noah signed, "Okay so Aubrey misses you."

"Oh Noah, I don't really care."

"Onika, listen the only reason Aubrey said what he said and has been acting strange is because of me." Onika furrowed her brows.

"What?"

"I told him you are going to forget about him when you become a star. It was only to get him to tell you the truth. Nika he has liked you since you came to NY."

"Oh My Gosh Noah!" She whispered taken back a little by the new information she had just received.

"Hey sis, please don't be mad at me. I told him to tell you before the play." She rolled her eyes and put her hands on her hips.

"I could hit you right now, that's why he's was acting strange, tell me he scared." She pouted.

"But you won't because you need to uh… um… talk to Aubz." He said trying to get out of trouble. Nika punched his belly. Then she signed.

"Your right, I do need to speak to him. Thanks bro." She thanked a very much in pain Noah.

Once he was able to stand up right, he left and Nika got ready to see Aubrey. Nika straightened her hair and tied it up. Then took off his hoodie and put on a dress. She left the house into the blazing hot summer afternoon. She only had to walk across the street and two doors down to his house. She knocked on the door and was greeted by Aubrey carrying a Hispanic girl, who was about the same age as them, on his back.

All of a sudden Onika felt something, something she never felt towards anyone. Jealously. Aubrey just stood there, staring in Nika's eyes. The girl re-adjusted her mouth; Nika could tell they were laughing previously.

She spoke first; "Um I will come back later." she turned away with tears in her eyes. So much for him missing me...

"Onika, wait!" Aubrey pushed girl off his back and went after her. Nika just power walked back to her house. Aubrey repeatedly called after her till he caught up with her.

"Aubrey left go off me." She semi-yelled, yanking her arm from his gripped. She continued on walking hoping not to make a scene and be the story in the next day’s papers. He caught up to her and pulled her to him so he could see her face. She had streams of tears rolling down her face. "I don't even know why I'm crying." She turned to walk away but he pulled her closer. "I just came to tell you… that I will never forget you." She whispered softly. With that she walked into her house and locked the door, sliding down it. Perhaps, just maybe she does feel the same way he felt. When she had enough energy she made her way upstairs and crawled in to her bed. Onika didn't have time to stress on her emotions. She started film in 2 and a half months, she decided to start memorising her script. But for some reason she couldn't suppress the idea of her and Aubrey. She couldn't love him. Maybe it was his words, before he said what he said Onika wouldn't have thought twice about them being a couple. Now she is thinking twice. Even if she did like him, she could never act on her feelings because Onika never had a boyfriend before and wouldn't know how to act. Not to mention Aubrey is her best friend. Nika tried to shake the unshakable from her mind until sleep took over.

Once Onika left Aubrey standing outside, he went back inside to his friend, Surany. She was his best friend from Canada. Every time he would go back to Canada, she would be the person he would chill with. For the first time since they've met she came down to New York to watch his showcase. Nika has heard a lot about her, but has never met her or seen pictures of her.

"Was that her??" Sury asked as Aubrey came through the door.

"Yeah."

"Hmm she's pretty." Sury was two years younger than Aubrey; she was like the little sister he always wanted.

"I agree."

"Wait so what just happened??" She sat on the couch opposite from where Aubrey sat, with a glass a pineapple juice and her legs crossed.

"I honestly don't know but something tells me she came over here to tell me something."

"Well Bre, she was crying when she saw us. Do you think just maybe she like you?" Sury got him thinking. There was a pause before he answered.

"Doubt it..." He said uncertain.

"But why was she upset?" Aubrey shrugged. "Bre if you don't get up and find out what's wrong." Sury stood up and pulled his ear towards the door. "You say you love Onika but you won't even go see her."

"She said she hated me, I don't know what to think." Aubrey said in pain and his whole body bent over. Sury was 5'2 and Aubz was 6'3. The difference was incredible.

"Argh! Boys are so stupid." Sury muttered as she pushed him out the door. Aubrey couldn't even get a word in before she close the door in his face. Surany was so loud that Aubrey could hear her cursing him out in Spanish. He knew he would actually have go to Onika's house because Surany will want details.

The sun was now setting, the streets on New York were about to be even more packed than ever. Aubrey made his way across the street and two doors up to Onika's house. He turned his key to her house in the door, and opened it. But she locked it from the inside. He sighed, and then went through the back.

Nika eyes fluttered opened when she felt a warm hand on her naked stomach. She saw Aubrey staring at her. She giggled, "Aubrey?"

"Yes"

"I missed you so much." Onika is so cute when she wakes up.

"I missed you more" He hugged her and took in her scent. They both laid back in her bed in silence, until Nika spoke.

"So are you gonna do the movie?"

"I don't know, my mother said it’s a great way to start my dream, with the money I earn,"

"That's what I was thinking" Nika interrupted.

"But you said you don't want me near you and you hate me. I really don't want to disrespect you."

Onika sat up, "Well Aubrey you did make me mad." She laid back down but turned in the other direction. Aubrey put his arms round her pulling her close to his body and planted soft kisses on her neck. "Aubrey, what are you doing?" He didn't answer her; he just continued sucking on her neck. Onika moaned, her body was ready, her mind was not. "No. We can't do this" She sat up and looked in to his eye.

"Nika don't fight it." Aubrey leaned in again. She leaned back.

"Aubrey what if I'm not good at it?"

"Having sex or being a girlfriend?"

"Both, I've never done it or been it, before."

"As long as you’re with me and I can call you mine. There will be no problems." Onika mind was SLOWLY giving in.

"No, what about that girl? Aubrey you can't just confess your love for me then be with her. It makes me feel as if you didn't mean the words you said."

"Onika that girl is Surany, she come to NY to surprise me."

"Hmmm" She said unconvinced.

"Look," He took both her hands. "I'm telling you the truth." He looked in to her eyes.

"I don't know, maybe it's not a good…"

"ONIKA!" He semi yelled, "Can't you just let me love you." He held her neck softly bringing her close to him. She feared what their relationship may come to. She was just inches away from his lips.

"Aubrey," she said pulling back, once again. "I can't do this, I love you as my best friend and I'm afraid if we kiss then we will become more and I can't handle that right now." Aubrey sat back, leaning against the headboard. “I need to think about my career.” Seconds later he grabbed his hoodie that he had previously taken off and left.

Onika, listen to me!

"Mom?" Onika could hear a voice loud and clear and it was her mother’s voice. She's only dreamed and prayed for a moment like this. She missed her mother.

Onika, baby you need to live a little.

"What? I do live."

Baby no you don't! You work. That boy loves you, and you love him! I know you do, you need him in your life Onika.

"Mom, but what if it goes wrong, to the point where we cannot even be friend."

Onika the universe want you both together, he is your soul mate. You just need to open up your heart to him. Plus moms' always know best.

Onika giggled. "I miss you mommy."

I miss you too baby. Onika let him in. The voice warned. She smiled as she teared up.

Oh and Onika I love you and I'm beyond proud of you. Bye baby.

"Thank you mommy and I love you" Onika cried to herself. Her mother’s voice is all she needed in her life again.

Before Aubrey made it to his house Onika ran out her house with nothing be his t shirt on. No shoes no nothing.

"Aubrey!" She called after him, as a natural reflex to his name he turned around. Onika just jumped into his arms and wrapped her legs tightly around his waist. "I love you Aubrey, I do!" Before he could even say a word. She kissed him. Her first kissed that wasn't staged. That kissed; was the kiss one most people wait a lifetime to get. The magic, the spark, the love and the passion was everything at that moment.

Aubrey carried Onika back in to her house. Of course Surany noise ass was watching the whole time. She simple smiled to herself and pat herself on the back "My work here is done." She shut the curtains and continued watching TV.

Onika and Aubrey never broke their kiss until they reached Onika's bedroom. She helped Aubrey take of his hoodie then he returned the favour and helped her take off his shirt. They continued their make out session. Until Aubrey pulled away.

"Onika I don't want to…"

As nervous as she was she interrupted him. "Do this?" Sadness took over her.

"No no no I want this! Trust me. But I think we should wait till you’re ready. I don't want to rush you."

"You're not. Did you not hear me? I love you Aubrey Drake Graham. I want to be with you. I want you to be my first and my last everything."

"Onika I love you so much. I'm ready to surrender my soul to you. I'm giving you my heart." He kissed her sweetly as they laid back on the bed. Aubrey gave her butterflies as he took off her panties slowly. He took off his boxers and slid the condom on his erection. He got on top on her and entered her slowly and gently. Onika took a deep breath, taking his Mandingo like a real troop. "You okay?" She nodded. This was his first too but never told Onika because she always assumed he had. It got to a point where Onika was in tears. "Oh crap! I'm sorry, should I stop?"

"No no no, I'm fine." Onika sat up. "Have you never done this before?"

"No…" He said a little embarrassed.

"Why not?" Onika was so surprised because he was a ladies’ man so she just assumed.

"Because I wanted to do it with someone special."

"I'm not that special."

"You are to me." He kissed her and resumed to their previous action. Once the pain started to subside both teens found a rhythm that suited them both. Aubrey made sweet love to her.

"One day Imma make you my wife. I promise you that!" He kissed her forehead, holding her naked body tight.

"I love you."

"I love you more Onika Tanya Maraj" He kissed her hand. They both drifted off to sleep.

The next morning Aubrey got out of bed and put his clothes on and went to the studio to sign his contact. Nika woke up to the sound of the door close.

"Wow," Her first words that morning. "He is just gonna leave. No goodbye, no note. Mom, what did I do?" She just cried in her bed. Aubrey fucked her then left. The sadness was so real. "Selling me some cock and bull story about his virginity, what a liar."

She laughed sadly. She figured her mother just wanted her to be a normal teenage that lives a little but that just made her end up broken hearted.

Onika just got ready for the day of practicing her lines. She cried in the shower and told herself he was not worth the tears. She had to forget him! Forget the bullshit he told her.

Later that day, Aubrey just came back from the studios. He just signed his contact and got his script. It was about 2:40 in the afternoon when he took a shower. He had plans to take Onika out and tell her that he decided to do the movie. After his showered, he found his phone which he left at home and called her. The phone rang twice then when straight to voicemail. Aubrey thought her phone may had died, just to make sure he called again. This time it rang once then went to voicemail.

"She's ignoring me??" Aubrey thought aloud, she may be busy, so he just finished getting ready and made his way to her house.

He used his key to get in the house. Onika was in her room listening to music and reading the whole script, so she didn't hear him come in or called her name. "Onika?" He came into her room and stared at the beauty in front of him. Hair tied back, pineapple dance shorts and a fitted tee on. She sat Indian style in the centre of the bed.

Onika could feel someone staring at her, so she looked up and jumped, taking off her headphones. "What the fuck do you want?"

Aubrey was a bit taken back by the aggression in her voice. "Excuse me?"

"What do you fucking want?" She said slowly.

"Why are you being mean?"

"Why are you here, Aubrey?"

"To um… wait I don't like that tone of yours. What's wrong?" Nika rolled her eyes. "I thought last night we…"

"Last night was nothing, we did nothing. It didn't happen."

"Onika, I don't understand, last night you said..."

"Fuck what I said! I can't believe I thought we could be together, but all you want to do is fuck." Nika yelled at him sitting in the same position.

Aubrey was becoming sad and angry by her words.

"What the hell are you talking about?" At this point Aubz was completely lost.

"Don't play dumb or lie to me. Was I just a joke?"

"Quit asking me that. You need to trust me. No you’re not a joke." He yelled moving towards the bed.

"Well why did you leave this morning?" Onika said quietly but loud enough for Aubrey to hear her.

"Sorry, I went to ask the directors for the job. Last night made me realize that I need to be with you, and I can't live without you. You’re my soul mate."

"Hmmm, I don't believe you." She squirted at him.

"Damn it Nika, if we are gonna be in a relationship you need to trust me." Onika pouted and looked down with tears in her eyes. Drake hugged her. "Look at me," She looked up at him with tears on her cheek. He wiped her tears with his thumb. "I'm sorry for yelling, but you need trust what I say."

Onika nodded. "I think I'm like this," she sniffed. "Because you didn't tell me that you had feeling for me from the jump." She sniffed again. "I don't know what's on your mind and that scares me."

"Why?"

"When I woke up I just thought you got what you want now it’s time for something new."

"Onika, please don't think like that. I didn't wait 4years to just sleep with you. I love you so much, I really do. Please just trust me, I promise I will always tell you what I'm thinking. Just trust me." He said sincerely.

She let a few tears fall before speaking, "Okay," She smiled sweetly. "I love you too… next time leave a note or something." He chuckled and kissed her lips. "Yum strawberry." She giggled.

"You kiss me to taste my lipgloss, that's nasty." She laughed.

“And also because I love you” He kissed her again.

“I love you too”

THE END... I think

Friends with Benefit

"Safaree if you drop that box, so help me God, I will kill you." Safaree stopped walking up the stairs to glare at Nicki and carried on walking. Nicki was moving in to her new home in LA. This house was big but not too big, with 3bedrooms, 4bathrooms, a pool, 1big living room and a big kitchen. After Safaree had put the last box away, he came downstairs and whisked her off her feet carrying little Ms Nicki to the already decorated bedroom, for some loving time. You see, Safaree and Nicki was good friend. You might say they were together, well at least that's what MTO thought, but to them they were just friends with benefits. They agree on NO STRINGS ATTACHED, or so that’s what they thought. Oh no one actually knows for sure what Nicki's and Safaree's relationship is and they plan to keep it that way.
After they long session of making the bedrock, They decide to Take a shower and change the beddings because Nicki was have a house party, to celebrate her buying her first house in LA, by herself. Everyone was coming over, the WHOLE of YMCMB, Lauren London, Diddy Dirty Money, Cassie, Amber, Riri, Trina and her close friends; Candi, Lauren, Thembi, Jabari, Dominic and Tyesha.
Safaree had already started the barbeque; Nicki was trying to tidy up a little bit more before her guest start to arrive. She made her way outside to see if Safaree was good.
"You okay out here?"
"Yeah of course I am a fucking pro at this" Nicki rolled her eyes
"That's what you said when we were playing Mario Cart. And who won that game. Hmmm me!" she giggled.
"Correction I let you win."
"Okay..."
"You know what your outfit... Is too sexy right now, come here sexy." Nicki giggled as Safaree wrapped his arms around her waist picking her up, she wrapped her legs around his waist, and he kissed her passionately. She pulled back.
"Faree people are going to be here soon." he pecked her lips in between each word she said.
"How long we got?" he asked
"Ummm" she looked at her imaginary watch "Ten Minutes"
"I can work with that," he laid her down on the garden chair, and attacked her neck.
"Safaree" she moaned as he continued to nibble at her neck, making sure not to leave a mark.
He pulled down her strapless playsuit, exposing her cyan strapless bra. He pulled her bra down, soo he could lick and suck on her nipples. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh" Nicki   Screamed as he inserted his two fingers in her. She released her juice on his fingers. He licked it.
"Mmmmm you taste soo good." pulled down her playsuit all the way throwing it by the pool. He got on his knees and ate her. Nicki moaned and whimper, while Safaree stuck his tongue inside her, slurping every bit of her. Nicki came in his face. She couldn't take it.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh… Safaree.... Ooooo" She moaned “I can't Time is up!" Nicki knew this was not the right time. She leaped up and threw on her clothes. Safaree went upstairs to clean himself up. As soon as Nicki got herself together, the door bell rang. She looked at the security camera it was Wayne, Lauren London (holding their baby), Lil twist and Lil Chuckee. She ran to the door and greeted them with hugs.
"Aw LL look at you, you look amazing!" Nicki commented and Lauren's body.
"Thanks girl, you look too cute."
"Thanks, oh my Gosh he is soo big now" Nicki was referring to the baby as she took him from her.
"I know." she giggled "This house is Big too."
"Well I will give you a tour of the place when everyone is here." they all walked to the backyard.
"So Nicki when can we have a pool party. You know me, you and Lauren" Nicki laughed at Chuckee
"Little Boy please, you can't handle this."
"Ahaha Nicki  you know you wanna be the bride of Chuckee" Nicki and Lauren laugh at Chuckee's foolishness. Wayne decided to help Safaree with the food. Lauren was playing with the baby while Chuckee and Twist talked about girls. Smh. Nicki hardly sat down, the door bell kept ringing. Eventually everyone was there, except Drake, which really upset Nicki because she kinda had a crush on him but never showed it. Everyone mingled, ate and caught up with each. Then Nicki took them all around the house.
"This house is beautiful Barbie" Baby said as they made their way to the living room, Wayne, Diddy and SB pop open a bottle of champagne. LooL she was popping bottle with her team!  
"Bestie please open the gift I bought you for your house I am dying to see your reaction" Shanell said.
"Okay, wait a minute." Nicki went to go get it. She came back with a huge pink box with a White bow on top. She took of the bow and lifted the lid, then took out all the pink and White tissues paper. Until she saw something wrapped in bubble wrap. "Damn SnL what are you protecting the gift from, war?" everyone laughed.
"No God forbidden I was in a car crash. The present would have been destroyed" Everyone gave Nelly a ‘WTF’ look, except Nicki because she knew this was normal for her. Nicki took off the bubble wrap. In her hands she hold a piece of wood that said "Anyone that enters this household shall be blessed and Protect from any Evil."
"Aww thanks Nelly" she hugs her. "Imma put this above my front door" Nicki looked in the box and saw a small box. “Nelly what's this??"
"Open it" Nicki's eyes grew wider, she was speechless.
"The Fuck!!" Nelly laughed. Everyone was curious to know what was in the box.
"Read the card!" Nelly simply said.
'Nicki I know you haven't had sex in a while, and now that you live in the big house by yourself this gives you a chance to experiment and try new things.'
Nicki just laughed and side eyed SB "Nelly you are fucking crazy yo" Nicki showed all the girls what Nelly got her. Btw it was from the sex shop! ^__^
"No Nic that's Sexism, how are you not going to share the joke with boys?" Gudda asked.
"Because" Nicki was about to say something smart but the door bell rang. She didn't bother checking the camera. She opened the door and saw Drizzy Drake standing there with a bottle of wine.
"Drake what are you doing here?"
"I Thought today was the party?" he had confusion in his face.
"It is but you're late,"
"Which is why I am going to open this bottle of wine and help you tidy up!" Nicki smiled as he kissed her cheek. She shut the door behind him; they walked in to the living room.
"Guess who decided to show up y'all" Drake walked in everyone hugged and dapped him. Well everyone expect Safaree, why you ask?? Because Safaree knew Nicki like Drake, Safaree didn't know it but his feelings for Nicki were becoming stronger. This just made him feel jealous every time Drake was around Nicki, because they shared a special bond that SB and Nicki never shared before.
"Drizzy why you so late, some of us about to leave." DJ Khaled asked.
"Um I had to go to the studio. One of the songs on the album sounded weird. But Nic I am so sorry." Drake sat on the couch next to Thembi, which is where Nicki was sitting before he came. So she sat on his lap.
"It's okay Drizzy, you know I could never stay mad at you" Nicki said pinching his cheeks.
"Why are you sitting on me, not that I don't like it or anything," he said nervously.
"Because this was my seat first."
"Aww y'all are so cute. Why the fuck are you not a couple yet?" Trina's dumbass asked. All the girls in the room right now know about Nicki's crush.
"Because White boy over here is too scared."
"Scared of what Nicki?"
"Scared that you can't please me." Nicki said getting up in his face.
"Girl please you won't be able to handle that Drizzy 3 Stroke. Shit! You won't be able to walk when I am done witchu."
"We will see about that." Throughout this whole conversation Safaree felt so uncomfortable, so heard decide to get his mind off of it, he started flirting with Nelly.
"Nelly get you fine ass over here," She blushed and sat next to him.
"SB I like your shirt, hehe" She giggled.
"Thanks, you look amazing tonight!" They carried on their conversation, Safaree hoped it would make Nicki as jealous as his is, but all this did was made her look at them, and then go back to their conversation.

After an hour the party was wild, Amber was beyond drunk and kissing everyone body, Trina and Riri were dancing on tables. Nicki friends and LL were chatting away ignoring all the drunk people, unlike some, they could handle they drink. Half of YMCMB were outside smoking and drinking. Everyone else at the party was dancing or eating.
Safaree has been talking to Shanell for an hour and he is bored as fuck, she was so caught up in what she was saying, she didn't realise that he wasn't even listening or looking in her direction. SB was trying to hear was Drake and Nicki was saying, but had No lucky, giving the fact that the music was loud and he was on the other side of the living room.
LL went outside to go and get Wayne and the boys, "Okay Nic the baby is tired, so we are gonna get going." Lauren said, Nicki got up and kissed the four of them on the cheek.
"Thanks for coming! Drive safe." Nicki was about to shut the door when Thembi, Candi, Tyesha, Jabari and Dominic all left. Nicki didn't even sit back down everyone was leaving until it was just Safaree, Drake and Nicki.
"Drake have you eaten?" She asked him walking to the kitchen.
"Nope"
"Well there is no more food, sorry"
"No worries I will just eat you." Nicki came back to the room and rolled her eyes at him. But deep down she loved it when he flirted with her, Safaree on the other hand felt like punching Drake in the face. SB wanted to punch drake in the face so bad when he heard Nicki say.
"Safaree, Drake is going to help me tidy up, you can go home"
"You sure, I can help...."
Nicki cut him off " Safaree you have been here since 5am this morning it now 10o'clock. You have helped enough!"
"Okay I will talk to you later," SB hugged Nicki, and then headed for the door.
"Bye Safaree" Drake shouted, Safaree mumbled a "fuck you" and slammed the door. "Safaree don't like me very much"
"Aww Drizzy don't worry I like you." she kissed his cheek. They eyes locked for a good 2 minutes before Drake look away.
"Umm we should start tidying up"
"Yeah…" Nicki just thought he was too much of a gentleman to just kiss her like that. But she was so ready to kiss him "After I do this" she grabbed the back of his neck pulling him in kissed, but there was no movement on his behalf. So she pulled away. "I'm sorry" She ran outside, to the backyard.
Drake stood there. Shocked. That Nicki kissed him and not the other way around. Truth is Drake loved Nicki! He told her but she thought he was playing. When he was actual dead serious. He opened the glass door and saw Nicki sitting on the side of the pool with her feet in the water, crying. She wiped her tears when she saw him. "Pay no mind to me. I am sorry. I… umm… I didn't mean to make this night awkward, you can go home if you want."
"Come here" he reached out his hand helping her stand up. "Nicki I have wanted you ever since the Young Money welcome party. I told you and you laughed. But that doesn't matter, I love you Nic, nothing will ever change that." He used his thumb to wipe the one tear the fell from her eye. He cupped her cheek and leaned forward. They lips locked.
Safaree came back in the house, he had forgotten his jacket. He thought the house was a little too quite, and didn’t like it. He looked up, his heart sank in to his bum then out on the tiled flooring and smashed into a 1000 tiny pieces.
Nicki and Drake parted, smiling at each other, Nicki could sense someone looking at them, and she turned her head to the side and saw Safaree.
"Shit!"

HEY PEOPLE

@TMAngel_  and I have decided to team up just for the summer to create this beautiful DRICKI story http://aandejustforthesummer.blogspot.co.uk/

Prom

Hey readers sorry I haven’t post I just recovering from the worst heartbreak I’ve ever had. So I don’t not feel it is healthy for me to write because if yall didn’t know I write about my life experiences and how I feel at that moment but twist it to suit Dricki. So I don’t think it would be fair to write... However I will be write about this dream I had about ‘Prom’ after my prom lool... I am twisting it with real life and my dream and changing my dream characters to Dricki. Enjoy



Thursday

Prom was only a day away Nicki and her 4best friends: Amber, Cassie, Candi and Lauren already had the whole the day planned Spa in the morning, Lunch at the new dessert shop on 5th avenue then the nail salon on 27 street. From day one Nicki didn’t want to go prom but was forced by her best friends that she had to go. Nicki’s mother and father had already booked a flight to Italy for 5 days which meant they were going to miss they first daughter go to prom. Nicki just had to push that to back of her mind, they always miss HER important events she just prayed they won’t miss her wedding. However Nicki’s Mother best friend, Tanya (The women Nicki was named after, her second mother) was going to be there to help her get ready also her brother Jelani’s girlfriend, Keyana (21) was going be there to.

Nicki brushed her teeth and took a hot shower, you know the daily routine. Today was just going to be causal so she wore, black yoga pants, blue t-shirt that said ‘I like to play’, black air forces and a black leather jacket. She grabbed her blue gym bag that had her change of clothes and essentials like her phone, lipgloss, purse, etc. She said goodbye to her baby sisters, Sierra (12) and Moriah (4) then told her brother she was leaving. She hopped in her Black BMW to pick up the girls.

Lunch...

“So yall got everything right?” Lauren asked as the waiter placed her food in front of her.

“L baby fuck we look like, a day before still looking for a dress?” Nicki commented.

“Nika I was just checking you know how Candi is.”

Cassie and Amber chuckled, “This is true, Can you got everything?”

“Yes Bitch. Yall can shut up” Candi said referring to Cassie and Amber’s laugher which cause us all to laugh at her. “Anywho, so Cas, you and SB still going together?” Cassie turned a cute shade of red.

“Yes” She took a bit of her cheesecake

“Girl, why you always blushing whenever we mention he’s name?” Amber asked.

“Because she likes him duh... Em get with it.” Nicki stated as she sipped her milkshake. “Em and Wiz still going right?”

“Heck Yeah, 5years of being with me and you would think Cam would have some sense of fashion, but no” Amber ranted

“What did he do?” Candi asked that followed with a giggle.

“Ok my dress is teal, nigga wanted to wear a blue tie.” The girls laughed at Amber.

“No he didn’t” Nicki mocked her

“Yeah he did”

“Gworl, no he didn’t”

Amber got what Nicki was doing, “Don’t mock me” The girls laughed at her as she pouted. “I hate yall”

“And we love you too” Nicki said blowing her a kiss.

Candi sat opposite Cassie, Cassie sat next to Nicki who sat opposite Lauren and she sat next to Candi, Amber sat at the head of the table. Amber and Cassie both had date to prom but the rest of the girls said ‘We ain’t about that life.’ Also the group all decide to go in a limo but Nicki didn’t ever know if she was going until 2weeks before and by then the limo was already paid for and there was no room. So Nicki had to go with her neighbour/family friend, Chloe. One of the main reasons Nicki was not in the mood for the senior prom was because of this boy that she has secretly liked for 3years. He wasn’t going. Sad. Everyone around her was excited to go but her. Nicki thought about him all day which is when she just fell quiet for the whole day. The girls noticed but decided not to ask because they knew Nicki what Nicki was going to say, “Nothing”.

Nail Salon

As Nicki best friend of 14 years, Lauren felt it was her duty, to ask Nicki what was up away from the other girls.

“Nicki, you good?”

“Yep, I’m just mad that he ain’t coming, I just thought...”

“Girl I know, do think if he was coming you would tell him how you felt?”

“Definitely, 3 years L-baby, that is so unhealthy.” Lauren and Amber were the only ones in the group that knew about Nicki’s ‘crush’. “I mean its our last day together other than graduation so I have nothing to gain or loss.”

“Do you think you want anything out of this?”

“No, not really because we are going to two different Colleges so I don’t see how it would work.”

“I guess you can tell him at graduation”

“Yeah I guess,” Nicki looked down.

“Don’t be sad bestie. I love you.” Lauren kissed her cheek.

“Love you too” Nicki giggled.



Prom Night

Nicki POV

Finally I’m ready. I looked in the mirror and smiled sheepishly. I smoothed the invisible winkled in my pink high low strapless dress. I have never seen myself look like this before. My aunty Tanya popped up behind me, rested her hands on my shoulders.

“Honey you look beautiful, it’s a shame your mother isn’t here.” I smiled and nodded.

“Oh well, I will show her pictures.” She smiled back at me

To be perfectly honest, I was ready for this night to be over. My aunty headed down the stairs, I grabbed my purse and walked out of my room turn off the light and mad my way to the staircase, everyone was waiting at the bottom ready to take pictures. I sighed and posed for the camera, I was ready to run back up the stairs an locked my door, but everyone put so much time and money in to me. I didn’t want to disappoint.

“Nika, You going home?” Mimi asked

“We are home, Moriah.” We all laughed

“Nicki will look beautiful.” Sierra commented

“Thanks Phat Phat” I hugged her.

“Yeah you really do Nika.” Keyana said

“Thank you Keke” This was a big change to everyone because i never look dolled up like this.

Once I got to Chloe’s house her family wanted to take pictures of the both of us which cause be to come later that the group.

The venue was so beautiful the atmosphere was amazing and so was the vibe. I was finally getting the mood for prom, I mean I was dressed for it. The girls and I took pictures together, I had forgotten all about him. I was actual have fun. More fun that I have had in a week.

I spotted my favourite teacher looking glamorous and she must has seen us because she walked over to us.

“What?” I said surprised, Ms Spencer looked at me like ‘WTF’. “ Ms Spencer I didn’t know this was your prom,”

“What is wrong with this girl?” She asked the girls jokingly as we all giggled.

That's went I spotted him, the guy that was so strongly against prom. I was so happy and mad at the same time. I excused myself from the convocation with my teacher, walked up over to my nigga Wayne hugged him and then whacked this guy upside the head with my purse.

“OW!!!”

“Drake, you said you weren’t coming.” I semi-yelled.

“Well I'm here.” I rolled my eyes and pouted.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” I pouted.

He hugged me and I took in his scent. “Because I decide two days ago.”

“You still could have told me” He was about to reply but my girls came over and hugged Wayne and Drake. Then we took picture together. I took one with Drake.

Later On That Night...

Everyone was dancing, I was just with the girls sitting down we wasn’t about that life, of the common girls. But when our jam came on, we never sat down again that night. I was having a good time until, Summertime Vybz Kartel was play everyone coupled up. I don’t even know what happened, but Cassie pushed me by accident and I bumped into Wayne and he took me and we danced. I looked to my left and saw Drake with Chloe and she was whining on him. I got out of Wayne’s grip and left the dance floor. I needed some air. I went outside and sat but the fountain.

I wanted to leave, I don’t think I could do it to myself and try and enjoy this night. I was just about to call Jelani to pick me up. Just before I was about to push the dial button. Someone spoke.

“What's wrong?” I looked up and saw a concerned look on Drakes face.

“Oh nothing,” I smiled.

“So what are you doing?”

“I just want to go home”

“Why? What happen?”

“Nothing, I'm just don't feel comfortable”

“Don’t leave,”

“I have to”

“Why?”

“Because...” I said with frustration.

“Is it something I did?”

“No please...”

“Please what?”

“Leave me...” he sighed

“Onika come take a walk with me, I have to talk to you” He gestured for me to take his hand. I sighed and accepted. We walked for a while in the venue's garden, in pure silence. I needed to tell him but I’m too cowardly to do it. The silence was killing me and we had gone round the whole outside of the venue, from the back to the front.

“Drake,” I sighed “What...” He cut me off by putting his finger on me lips. I looked at his finger without moving my head then back at him.

“Onika, I don’t know how to say this but...” He removed his finger from my lips and held both of my hands. I looked up at him, to see if he felt the electric flow between us. He did. “I like you, a lot” I smiled, and looked down and blushed. I put my hands behind his neck and pulled him in to a kissed. Wow, I’ve never been this bold with a boy before something just came over me. It was so passionate he slipped his tongue in my mouth and I happily accepted it.

After a long session of kissed, I pulled away.

“I like you too.” I smiled so hard it hurt.

As we entered the venue, hand in hand, my girls had to do a double take. Drake pulled me in to another kissed in front of everyone. Everyone aw’d and oo’d.



TBC.... Graduation...

Bad then its all Good

The sequel to Bad So Bad.

"Party Party Party" The Girls sang happily with Linda the house chefas Yana and Indie put fostering on the mini cupcakes.
Drake and Aubrey Jr were still sound asleep, in Drake's bedroom. It is exactlya year since the birth of AJ. Nicki and Drake had planned a birthday partymonths ago. Yana and Indie have been nothing but helpful this past Year.
Nicki and Drake have put their relationship on hold. Yes, they love each otherand yes, they have three kids together. But Nicki felt like he is not payingany attention to the little things she does. So she moved out, 4 weeks ago butshe come around every day. So she basically never really left. For the pastweek Drake has taken her out on little romantic dates like he used too. She washoping today would be the day she move back in.

Nicki walked in to the house as per usual and check her mail. She looked up slightlyto see the children's nanny walking around in bikini. "Carrie, my kids arein the house." Nicki joked. Aubrey Jr birthday party was a pool party.

"Oh Hey Nicki. I would rather wear clothes but my boyfriend wants mewalking around cleaning like this." Carrie smiled deviously.
"Who is this boyfriend of yours?" Nicki asked. She was a little moreinterested in where this conversation was going.

"Drake…" Nicki's jaw dropped, now she was fuming.
"DRAKE!" Nicki stormed pass Carrie and when into the room they onceshared. "Drake What the F.... Fudge Cakes?" She stopped herself fromcursing once she realised her son was sleeping.
Drake lifted up his eye lids slowly when he heard the door slam shut.
"Nicki, what's wrong??" Drake said laying AJ down.

Nicki started to cry. How could he move on without telling her? He proposed toher just a year ago. This separation was not permanent, she just needed space.She just wanted him to appreciate her more. That's all she wanted.
He stood up from the bed and hugged her, but she pushed him away.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Drake repeated himself. Nicki stared at him withbetrayal in the eyes and new tears sliding down her red hot cheeks.
"How could you?"
"What did I do???"
"You and Carrie, are you together?"
"We… we uh have a relationship with an agreement."
"Do you even want me?"
"Of course I do."
"No you don't if you did you would have waited for me."
"Nicki I..."
"Save it for your girlfriend." Nicki bushed her shoulder aggressivelyagainst his to wake up AJ.

"Wake up baby." He woke up to the sound of his mothers hush voice.

"Mama" he said sheepishly, the distraught Barbie wiped her tears awayas he opened her almond shaped eyes.
"Happy Birthday Prince AJ" she picked him up and kissed his tinysmooth face. "Come on time to get the birthday boy ready for theday."
Drake just stood there in awe. Wondering what he had to do to make her love himagain. He should have just waited for her. He love Nicki a lot he just wantedsomeone to hold and Carrie was there. Not a very smart move.
He had to show her that he still loves her. More than life. He did propose. Sheis still wearing the ring it must be a sign. 6years ago he when through hell heis not about to do that again. Especially now they have 3children to thinkabout. It hit him, he need to cut Carrie from his life meaning No 'relationshipagreement' and No nanny. He was willing to do anything to get her back.

30minutes later, Nicki walked back into the room. Drake had left, she figuredhe was downstairs. AJ was dressed and ready for his party. Nicki on the otherhand was a mess. She had a billion and one thoughts running through her mindabout Drake and Carrie. She wanted to cry so bad but not in front of her son,so she held it in. The way Carrie shamelessly walked around her house... Nickishook her head and took a deep breath.

She threw on a grey bikini and pink shorts. Then picked up a hyper AJ andheaded down stairs.
Yana and Indie was watching Shake it Up, quietly waiting for people to arrivefor the party. "Yana, Indie." They mother called from the bottom ofthe stair case.
"Hey Mommy." They said simultaneously. "Look what we made."They said in unison again. It's a thing twin. Nicki giggled and put AJ down towalk. The twins pulled her to the kitchen to show her the beautiful cupcakesthey made with Linda.
"Ooo may I have one???" Nicki asked.
"Sure!" Yana said "I made this one"
"No I made that one...” Indie argued.
"Oh brother." Nicki muttered. "Well I will eat on that Tatyanamade and one Indiana made. Is that fair?" Nicki questioned the twins.
As they nodded, Carrie yelled, "What the Fuck do you mean??" Nicki'seyes grow wide. She does not want her children to be exposed to such language.
"Girls go upstairs and get ready for your brothers party."
They nodded once again and ran up the stairs. "No running in myhouse!" Nicki was intrigued to what was going on, on the patio. She put AJin his high chair and asked Linda to get him something to eat. Nicki was notone to eardrop but she overheard Drake and Carrie conversation.

"So you fuck me and fire me. Mad Class, Drake."
"I didn't sleep with you Carrie. I just slept in the same bed asyou." Nicki was confused, she thought had slept together.
"But you asked me out, you took me out." 'You’re a fool' Nickithought. That was a statement for the both of them.
"I'm sorry about that I guess I just needed some comfort I waslonely." Nicki didn't know how to feel about the whole situation. It wassilent after Drake spoke. She opened the glass doors in the kitchen that leadto the patio. "I don't mean to intrude but can y'all keep the noise down.My babies are in the house."
"Don't worry Nicki I was just leaving."
"Leaving?? Where you going?"
"Home. I just got fired. Hope y'all have a nice life." Carrie walkedin to the house; mad, heartbroken, upset, just a few words to describe her atthat moment.
Nicki just stood in the same place for 5minutes, not exactly sure on what tosay. She just thought it was so disrespectful for Carrie to do what she did.Drake just was not in her good books. She just watched Drake start up thebarbecue, shook her head then walk back into the house slamming the patio door.She didn't know whether to cry or scream. Drake is so stupid. She sighed,"Something's gotta give."

It was 2pm, family and friend had arrived, and everyone was enjoyingthemselves. Nicki had to put on a brave face for her family and friend. She didwant anyone fussing over her and Aubz relationship at their son first birthday.Nicki sat on the patio with the mothers and besties. Drake was over by thebarbecue will his boys laughing and joking. The kids were in the pool or on thewater slide.
Yana and Indie walked over to their mother, who was wearing similar bikini tothe twin's bathing suits.
"Yes girls?" Nicki asked already knowing that something happened bythe looked on the face.
"Baby Tune got gum in our hair, now we are stuck together." Tatyanaexclaimed being the oldest twin.
"Oh my Babies," She motioned for them to come over to her."Wayne, get you kid." She joked.
"Why? What he do??"
"Put gum in my babies hair."
"Sorry Nicki." He walked over to baby tune.
Nicki walked into the kitchen with the girls. She examined they hair thencalled Lauren.
"They need to cut it out." Nicki informed her Bestie. Lauren got outtiny scissor for her purse. "Oh my God, I can't sit here and watchthis." Lauren and the girls watch Nicki break down. "That's babyhairs. I ain't never cut they hair a day in my life." Nicki had real tearsin her eyes.
"Aw Mommy." The twins cooed at the same time and hugged her. Laurengot her a tissue box.
"Don't worry Nicki I will only cut what I need to for them to break loose.Okay?" Nicki nodded drying her tears. "Come on girls." Nickiclosed her eyes as she heard the sound of the scissors. "Done"
"Thank you Aunty Lauren. You okay mommy?" Indie asked.
"Yes Baby, let's go outside."
Once Nicki walked outside she caught Drakes eye.
"Aye Nic, you alright?" he questioned. She nodded. Deep down Nickiknew she wasn't just crying because of the hair thing. It was something more. Sheknew they had to talk but she was not about to spoil her son's day, no matterhow much she was hurting inside.

7pm, the party finished at 5 but only the close friend stayed; Lauren, LilWayne, Candi, Niko, Lauren London, SB, Amber and 40.
The children were asleep upstairs and the adults were drinking downstairs.
"Anyway though, let get off that nasty ass topic." Candi commented.
"Yeah, so Nicki." LL called her name.
"Huh?" Nicki was miles away.
"When are you and Drake getting married? I mean you've had that ring on yourfinger for a year." Nicki was in shock, so covered her left hand with herright, hiding the ring.
"Uh… Ummm" Nicki searched for something to say, she just might haveto tell the truth. "We... Uh..." Drake interrupted her.
"We decided that we was gonna pick a date tomorrow." Nicki shot aninvisible (to the people around them) glare at him. Nicki stood up without aword and went upstairs.
"What's wrong with her?" SB asked.
"I don't know" Drake replied, but he did. Nicki and him shared thismagical connection only twins shared, except they won't twins. He felt what shefelt. He thinks what she thinks. "It's getting late."
"Yeah Nigga I will see when I see you." Wayne said picking up babytune.
"Aight!"
"Tell Nicki we said bye." LL said picking up her son Cameron.
"Well do,"

Once everyone left Drake searched the whole house for Nicki; there she was in thebedroom they once shared, the bedroom he betray her love. There she was,crying.
"Nicki…" Drake breathed.
"Please don't talk to me." she said in a hush tone.
"Nicki, I…"
"Close the door." she demanded. He obeyed her command. 27 year old,Onika Maraj was sick and tired. Sitting on the king size bed with head in herhands. Tired of bullshit. "Drake, why? Why do love to hurt me... Make mefall deeply in love with you, give you 3 beautiful kids. I'm I not enough foryou. Do you want more?" she spoke through her tears. "You know what?I'm so done with you Aubrey" Nicki stood up. Drake blocked the door."Move!"
"No!"
"Ugh Move"
"No Onika!" Drake shouted.
"Move Move Move MOVE!" she yelled, slapping him five times with everyword. He just took it like a man until it was became painful. He grabbed holdof her wrists. "I hate you. I hate you. I hate that you have made me weak!I HATE YOU" She screamed in his face. He pinned her up against the door.Nicki was fuming. Red face, waterfall tears, all that. Drake afraid of hernails had her hands over her head.
"Now listen hear Onika, no matter what you say I know you still love methat why you wearing the ring." he smirked
"I wear it for the kids." Nicki spat,
"Is that so?" She nodded, "Well to me you are still the samestrong women I meet 10years ago. You will always have my heart my love. I oweyou, I know. I should have never done what I did and I don't deserve you but Ineed you, I can sleep without you I can't live without you please. Please"He released her hands and kissed her.
Whenever he kissed her she was on cloud 9. A fantasy world. A fairy tale. Thatsoon proofed away. There was a knock on the bedroom door.
Drake pulled away.
"Who?" He asked.
"Us"
"Who is us?"
"Tatyana, Indiana and AJ" Nicki quickly wiped her tears and sat onthe bed.
"Oh..." Drake opened the door.
The girls looked at their mother "Is everything okay???"
"Yes Indie" Nicki replied.
"Okay" The twins are only 6 almost 7 but they are not stupid theyknow when something's up. They were willing to let this one slide. "Mommy,remember you said we was gonna go get ice cream." Nicki chuckled.
"You woke up for that?"
"Yep" the girls said.
"Um… okay. Go and get your shoes on. Yana bring me your brother shoeplease."
"Okay." As they left Drake close the door.
"Our conversation isn't over Nicki."She closed her eyes and picked upAJ heading to the car.
Nicki decided to go to the grocery store instead. She put the TV on in the backso she could think without any interruption. But it didn't work.
Indie took of her headphones.
"Mama, why do you hate daddy??" Nicki stammered
"I...I…I don't Hate'm"
"Then why did you say it? I thought you said, say what you mean and meanwhat you say and if what you have to say is mean don't say it." Could thisbe a 6year old had Nicki speechless?
"Yes but in this situation it's different."
"How so?"
Nicki didn't want to tell her 6years what was happening behind closed doors."You ask too many questions little one."
"Are you getting a divorce?" Nicki's grow wide.
"No! We are not even married Indie."
"Oh!" Indie shrugged.
"Who taught you that word?" Nicki was intrigued.
"Elizabeth, her parents are divorced and now her mommy has a boyfriendthat buys her everything she wants. Mommy do you have a boyfriend??" indieasked with a curious filled voice.
Nicki chuckled. "No Indie"
"Oh!" Indie put her headphone back on, leaving her mother chuckling.

The trip to the grocery stores was a success. The girls were mommy's littlehelpers. They had mini trolleys and Tatyana put AJ in her trolley so hewouldn't run around. They bought two big tubs of ice cream for Nicki (ButterPecan) and two middle tubs of Hagen Daz for the twins. AJ got baby pots ofstrawberry yogurt.

It's was 10pm Nicki had sent the babies to bed, she check they were all asleepbefore grabbing her bag to leave. "Nicki." she just continued walkingtowards the bedroom door. "Nicki" he grabbed hold of her forearm andswung her round to face him.
"What?" She said with frustration, accidentally dropping bag.
"How did we get like this? We used to be so in love."
"So you’re not in love with me no more?" Nicki asked snatching her armout of his grip.
"I never said that."
"It was implied" There was a few moments of silence.
Drake spoke, "Do you still love me?"
Nicki had knots in her throat as she spoke, "I never stopped"
Drake cupped her left cheek with his right hand and pulled her close. Shelooked up in his heavenly hazel eyes.
They lips were only millimetres apart before Nicki pulled away.
"No, we always end up like this, we fight, neither one of us can rememberwhy, we suffer then we get back together. If we are going to do this, we do itright." she wiped her tears with the palm of her soft hand. "I don'twant a divorce or separation. We stick it out to the end." Indie was stillin the back of Nicki's head.
"So what are you saying?"
"I'm saying that I miss you and I want you back."
Drake was beyond happy; his smile gave away his emotion. He didn't sayanything; there was nothing to say. Words couldn't describe how he felt onlyactions. He wrapped his around her tiny waist and kissed her. A Long,passionate, magical kiss; it was needed.

They lips never departed. But they did have a well needed sex session.

All was good in love, sex and magic.

Should I do a Wedding Special??? 

Hate Less than Love

Oh no, what did I do now? Shit something is wrong with the sink. Just great, I ain't calling no damn plumber plus it's like 10o'clock in the night. There is only 1 person call to do this, job. Drake.
"Hey Bre Bre"
"Hello, would you quit calling me that?"
"Nope! Sooo I need you come over" I said in my baby voice.
Why"
"Because I broke something,"
"That is the only reason why you call me over, to use me, never to just hang."
"Aw, don't be sad I use everybody. Anyway I expect to see you in 20minutes."
"Okay but I hate you!"
"I dislike you!" He chuckled as I hung up.

Drake and I, we have very playfully relationship, but we are good friend. I just moved into this apartment like, a month ago and whenever I break things I call Drake to come and fix it.
We were in a relationship for 7years, but it just wasn't working out so we're just friends. It's going pretty well. I love this friendship we have going on, less of a headache.
I sat on my sofa waiting my handy man to come fix the sink. Drake came within 10minutes of our conversation. I hugged him and kissed his cheek before letting him in.
"So what the problem.” he asked as we walked in to the kitchen.
"I don't even know the sink thingy is making some weird sound."
"Put on the switch real quick" I did what I was told and switch it on. The noise was horrible; Drake simple looked down the drain like the noise didn't affect his ears. He smiled and signalled me to turn off the drain sucker thingy. So I did. He smiled; I was like 'WTF'. He pulled out a teaspoon from the drain. I giggled, "Oh my bad." we both laughed, we finally calmed down “Do you want something to drink." I asked as Drake retired to the sofa. "No thanks" I joined him on my navy blue sofa.
"Thank you for 'fixing' my sink"
"No problem," He said throwing my blue pillows in the air and catching it again.
"Can you not do that?" Then he hit me in the face with my pillow messing up my lipstick. "Oh my! You did not just mess up lipstick." Drake sniggered, and then smirked to cover it up. I grabbed my pillow and wacked him across the head, messing up his prefect curls.
"Nicki!" I giggled.
"You messed up lipstick so I messed up your hair." We both laughed.
"But real did you mess you my hair bruh?" I playfully rolled my eyes.
"Bruh? I'm your bruh now, I'm a boy?"
"No," He laughed "You’re my friend"
"Hold on" I fixed his hair for him. When I was done I sat back in my seat.
"Thank you," I pouted, this Nigga messed up my lipstick first. "Oh let me see the 'mess' I made." he put his middle finger and his index finger under my chin, lifting it up slowly, softly, until we was nose to nose. He quickly leaned in to kiss my lips, without hesitation I accepted his tongue. I was enjoying every moment of this kiss. He pulled away, I was like why. I wiped the corners of my mouth my index finger, and smiled shyly. "Sorry Nicki, I know we are meant to be friends."
"No, it.… it's ok"
After I said those words it was beyond awkward, pure silence in my apartment, Drake kissed my cheek before saying goodnight and leaving. What the hell was that? Oh my God, I was not expecting that at all. Can someone tell me why I liked it? But the fuck does that mean? Does he want me?

*Next Day at The Salon*

Nae-Nae was popping her gum while doing Honey, my blexican friend's hair. "Child if you keep popping that gum imma pop you!" Terrence exclaimed as he take out my hair scrunchy. Nae-Nae looked at him up and down. "Oh honey I know look beautiful, I wish I could say the same for you." I gasped
"T don't be mean."
"I am trying but if she keep pop pop popping that gum imma hurt someone." I shook my head.
"Terence just do my hair."

Halfway through getting my hair did Terrence stop what he was doing. "Ooo Nicki Imma have to find someone else to your hair." I spun around in my chair to face him.
"Why!"
"Because I can't take this silence, you better dish the dirty." I rolled my eyes. Okay Terrence isn't just my hairstylist; he is one of my best friends. He most definitely knows when I have something on my mind. "Nicki tell me something"
"Okay, you know Drake" Terrence spun me back around and proceed with my hair.
"How can I forget him, your 7year relationship, almost married him, the love of your life, guy" Terrence mimicked stuff I used to say. I gave him a death glare in the mirror.
"Well last night he kissed me."
"What?!"
"He kissed me," I repeated myself
"So what now, are y'all back together?"
"From one kiss? No Terrence, I just don't know where we stand anymore."
"Well do you want to get back together with him?"
"I don't know," I did my famous dimple shrug.
"Well gworrrrrrrl, the first thing you need to do is talk to him. See how he feels."
I listened intently to everything Terrence was saying about Drake and I whilst he trimmed my split ends Then he blow dried my hair. Which I hated doing because I like my hair wavy. He was blowing out my hair, so my hair was half way down my back.
After I did my hair, I just had to text drake; we needed to talk about that kiss.

Come to lunch with me at Linda's~ Nicki

sure, we need to talk! ~Drake.

Yeah, we do. Meet you there in 30mins? ~Nicki

Okay see you then~ Drake

*At Linda's*

Drake opposite me, we order food first, it was just as awkward as last night.
"Uh so about last night..." Drake began. "I don't want things between us to be awkward, you know?" He reached over the table to grab my hand, but I pulled away.
"No I wanna know how you feel deep down."
"What do you mean?"
"What are your feelings towards me?"
"Oh…. You’re a great… friend." I tried so hard to search a 'but' in his face; he genuine meant what he said. That’s it I am just he friend.
"Wow!"
"What?" I know he knows I was hurt. He could always read me like I was his favourite book.
"I am a great friend? So that kiss meant nothing to you?" I tried so hard to not yell. He shrugged. "You know you could be a real jerk at times." I pick up my napkin, dropped it on the table and walked out the diner, close to tears. I remember why Drake never worked out, yes he could read me like a book but he never got me. I honestly don't know why I keep running back to him. He doesn't love me the way I love him. I just jumped on the bus, cried silently.

When I got home, I was about shut the door after walking in to my apartment and Drake slipped through as I shut the door. I re-opened the door. "Get out!"
"No I want say something." I gave him the benefit of the doubt, hoping his says what I wanna hear. I walking in the living room and sat down whilst he stayed standing. "Nicki I have had enough of this." I furrowed my brows “Enough of you running out on me all the time. Always causing a scene!" Are you been for real right now?

"Drake I run and you never try to chase after me! But Fuck out of here with this shit. Like I don't need this and I don't need you!!! This is why people say you cannot be friends with your ex. I HATE YOU! Now LEAVE!" I yell at him with tears running down my cheeks. He just stood there. “YA DEATH? I SAID LEAVE!" I stood up and held the down open for him. He walked out my apartment without eye contact; I just slammed the door in his face. I walked over to my sofa and rested my elbows on my knees and cried in my hands. 2minutes later my door swung open, l lifted my head out of my hand to see Drake. He kneed down between my legs. STOP THE STORY: ok Nicki was wearing black short bodycon skirt, a pink ruffled short sleeved blouse and a pair of black pumps, 5inch heel. BACK TO THE STORY: he hugged me so close; I wrapped arms around his neck and cried on his shoulder. He stroked my hair calming down. I pressed my knees a little in to his waist. He pulled from our embrace and looked into my eyes. Our lips crashed together. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him into a deeper kiss. He held my waist, lifting me up walking to my bedroom, never breaking the passionate kissed we shared. He sat down on my king size bed. I removed his shirt. Then I stood up and took off all my clothes expect my bra. Drake took off all his clothes. I got back on his erected member and went down slowly, holding on to his shoulders. My juices come out like a waterfall. I slowly thrusted down on him. He held my body so close to his as I moaned; He fingers danced up my back and unhooked my bra. I started to go faster. He kissed and licked my boobs. Then he flipped us over. He made me do a 'V' shape with my legs. Then he pumped into me holding my feet with the heels that I left on. I grabbed my sheets and closed my eyes. "No babe, open your eyes." So I did and looked at him work. "Babe do you hate me?" I shook my head. "No I want to hear your beautiful voice."
"Ah.... No! No I love you!" I panted." He leaned down and kissed my lips whilst still in me.
"I love you too I never stopped." He breathed against my lips. Then he continued to pump in to me, I could feel him so high up in me, it felt right. Drake thrusted in and out of me, so fast.
"Ah Nicki..... Baby you so tight" I turned over so Drake was under me as I did the splits facing his legs. I popped my butt up in the air as I bounced up and down; Drake was playing with my nipples causing me to arch my back even more. Screaming his name.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh Drake!!!! Mmmmm Imma.... Oh My... Drake imma gonna cum." My leg shook as I reached my climax. I climbed off of him then rested my head on my pillow, suddenly Drake laid on top of me and kissed and sucked on my neck down to my boobs licking my nipples. I pushed him off of me and grabbed on his dick. I brought my head down to the tip of his dick. I let my tongue dance on the tip before putting the whole thing in my mouth, with no problems.
"Shit, babe... Babe" Drake tapped my shoulder but I wanted to taste him again it’s be awhile. He came in my mouth and swallowed it.
"Mmm babe you taste good."
I climbed on top of him, bouncing up and down. I rode him like he only guy on earth and we was about to die. He grabbed my hips slammed me down on him. I whimpered and moaned then screamed.
"Yes Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Drizzy! Keep going Baby! Keep Going!!!"

Our sweat mixed, each slam created a sound only Drake and I could make. "Baby I am going to......."
"Wait Nic!" he told me to get up and lean over the bed. He smacked my ass, hard. Then hit it from the back. Then he tugged on my hair, before the second stroke, I was in Spanish mode. Third time hurt. But a pleasurable kind of pain. I screamed his name my neighbour definitely know his name. I was weak so he held me hips up a stroke in to me three more times. I laid down on the bed panting. Next to Drake. I kissed his chest. "Woah Nic" He pulled me closer. His right hand on my butt and his left hand playing with my clit.
"Drake please I am too soar."
"But I am hungry!" He whined.
"I have a kitchen with food in it."
"But I am crazing something sweet." he stuck his two finger in me. I gasped and jumped a little. This Nigga. He started off slow then fast I drag my nails in his chest. He pulled out then sucked on his finger. "Mmmmm" I rested my head again, next thing I knew was Drake opened my legs wide. "Cookie Time" I giggled. He left marks on my inner thigh, and then he attacked my cookie. I moaned none stop and arched my back. Then in lifted myself up by using my elbows. He was sucking on my clit. Then he inserted his tongue, I held the back of his head forcing his tongue deeper in to me.
"Yes baby!!!" I came in his face. He was amazing!!!
"Babe you taste sweeter than what I remember"
"I am glad you enjoyed It."
"I know you’re tired but I want more of you." He put his dick in me without any warning. This was exactly hurting because he was going too fast. "Owww Babe slower please." he grunted, I don't think he heard me. I was on the verge of tears; he was going too hard and too rough. "Owwwwww!!" tears escaped my eyes. "Drake!! Aubrey!! STOP PLEASE." I kicked my legs and tried to push him off me. But I was too weak. At this point I was crying for him to stop. He didn't stop until he cum in me. No condom!  Not good. I was crying so hard. I went to a corner of my bed and cried, Drake tried to comfort me but I just pushed him away. I was in so much pain.
"Baby I am sorry." I stood up and waddled slowly to my bathroom. I sat in the bath tub, in pain. Drake behind me but he wasn't in the bath with me, he kissed my shoulder. "Babe I'm so sorry."
"Please just get out please." I had tears running down my face.
"I'm sorry Nicki." He just hugged me from behind and left the bathroom. This was a hot mess! I was in the bath for an hour trying to ease the pain. When I came out, my hair was in a messy bun and I had a blue towel wrapped around me. Drake had changed my sheets. What the Heck??? I did scream telling him to stop; he can't say he did hear me. Why was he so aggressive towards me?

Two days Later...

It was now 4pm and I had to get ready for work. Even though I was in pain from the other day, but i gotta do what I gotta do. I dress up for work and I put my hair in a bun with two chopsticks in it. I made myself something to eat seen as I did eat lunch. Once I was done I set out to go to Red lobster, I have to be there for 6pm or else I am getting fired.

*At Work*

As I took orders, I couldn't stop thinking about Drake. Like I am not here for this one night stand shit. I mean he has called a couple times but I ignored him. Anyways back to work "Hello Sir welcome to Red Lobster can I take your order?" I took down his order as he spoke. Walking back to the kitchen after I was done waiting on that guy, I had to sneak a 5minute break to sit down my feet were aching and I was so sore. I had to get up because my boss was lurking around.
"Aye Sister girl what time do you get off tonight?" My Latina co worker, Bambi asked.
"Closing hour"
"Same, do you wanna come to my apartment for a couple of drinks?" I love Bambi; I swear she is like my best friend at work.
"Bambi, now you know I don't drink."
"Chica que valía la pena intentarlo!!" I laughed this girl is too much. "But really chica, you gotta let your hair down." I just rolled eyes at her. "Come on Nic"
"Fine" She jumped up and down I shook my head at her.

The next morning

Nicki woke up on the floor of Bambi's apartment. But she didn't get up until she had the sudden urge to throw up. She jumped up in the process of running to the bathroom; she stepped on Andre and slid against the hard wood floor and throw up in the toilet.
Once Nicki was done in the bathroom, she was greeted by 4 of her co workers... "What?" Nicki said fixing here skirt.
"You stepped on my back!" Andre replied.
"Oh, I did?" Nicki smirked and walked over to the couch.
"Nicki?"
"Yes Bam Bam"
"You just threw up...” Nicki looked at Bambi confused as she slipped on her black pump. "Babe you only had one shot last night"
"Yeah and I am a lightweight, what's your point."
"Babe, you can't throw up after ONE shot."
"Where is this going?" At this point Honey had told Andre and Rodney to go to the kitchen and make them breakfast.
"Baby, what Bambi is trying to say is you may be pregnant." Nicki looked at her two besties.
"You're mad!!! You're all bloody mad!!!" Nicki stood up and yelled at them.
"Nicki calm down."
"No Y'all just said I am preggers!" Nicki didn't appreciate what they were saying. "Okay I am going to go before y'all predicted my due date!"

"No but I would have just thought you was sick but you are glowing." Honey said touching Nicki face.

"She is, isn't she? Mi hijos at least take a test." Bambi said.

"Okay I will, if it will get you two nutters off my case."

"Great, I have a couple in the cabinet under the sink." Nicki gave Bambi a What the Hell look. "What I have a few scares" Nicki shook her head.

After Nicki pee'd on the stick, she started to feel a tad bit nervous, what if she was pregnant, and would she keep it? All these question running through her mine... No Answer. Honey went to check on Nicki since she had been in the bathroom for 30minutes. "Babe are you okay?" When Nicki didn't answer Honey knocked 3times before walking in seeing Nicki staring in the sink. In the sink were 5pregnancy tests all saying she was pregnant! "Oh My!"

TBC