Monday, September 12, 2011

My All

Hey guys this is a sequel to My Boo, I thought I will post it this later to build up tension. *evil laugh* Enjoy! Oh I am not so nice and I hate saying sorry but @TrebbleBarbie I am really sorry for not posting on Saturday or Sunday like I said I would, but S/o to you for reading my stories :)  

*6 years later*

Wow let me tell yall I finally stopped crying, I joke I joke, no but for real, I finally reached a point in my life, where I am happy. Okay let me just tell y'all what I have done in 6 years.
I have 3mixtapes out and they are ever successful, I just got signed to Young Money Cash Money. My fan base is built up, the label even wants me to go on tour to meet the rest of my label meets, but I don't want to leave my two baby's. You're confused? Ok 3years ago I met a wonderful guy, I found love again, he is my everything and more. His name is Trey Neverson and purposes to me 2months ago, we are getting married on Valentine's Day. Yes is Corny but that was the day we met 3years ago. :-D
My other baby is a little girl, by the name of Angel Claire Maraj.


You see what had happen was... I forgot to go to the clinic after my weekend with Drake, so umm I kinda got pregnant. She is my world though. So I know what you thinking. How could you be so stupid? Well it's not my fault I was crying so much, I forgot. As for Drake, it crossed my mind once or twice to call him, but I just thought, he didn't call me for 2months, so what makes you think he will be here for Angel. I did want him to say promises to her that he can't keep, that leave me with having to tell her that “daddy's not coming.” I don't think I will be able to handle that. But I am not mean about it, she knows who he is; I showed her pictures of him and videos, she even watches the re-runs of Degrasi when it comes on. Trey is just an amazing man, he didn't care that I had a kid, like the other suckers I have dated. He love me for me and his care a lot about Angel too.

The tour starts in July and it's May, I really want go meet everybody but it's for 3months and I have a wedding to plan. Maybe I will ask Wayne, if I can go for a month. He should understand right?
Right now I am in a florist, in LA to sort out my flower arrangements, with Trey, Angel is in New York with my mother.

"Babe?" I turned my head towards Trey direction, he pecked my lips. He is too cute. "Stop Stressing"

"I'm not stressing, it's just flowers" I shrugged "They have to be perfect. I am carrying them down the isle." I said rolling eyes as the women in front of me finally got my bouquet of flower right. Trey hugged me from behind, as we walked to the front of the florist.

"Are you happy with the arrangements, for the bouquets?"

"Yes Very happy, even though it took a while. Umm you do know the date for the wedding Right?"

"Yes Ma'am February 14th!" I nodded and smiled as Trey paid for the flowers. We was about to walk out of the store when, someone I hoped I won't see for another 10years walks in so casually. I stopped walking, my mouth dropped open and my eyes were wide open. I felt like i was going to faint. My heart was beating faster than usual. He looked at me, I felt this instant connection like we was the only two people in the room. I didn't know how react/approach him. I snapped out of my trance when I saw him walking in my direction. Trey look at me then him. I blinked for the first time in the few seconds I was in the trance.

"Hey Nicki, don't just stand there, give me a hug!" I hugged him, taking in his beautiful scent, that never changed. I felt this flow of energy run through both of us, it's like we was one! It felt like we hugged for 20minutes, it probably was. I pulled away and spoke.
"Hey how have been?"
"Great, making it big You?"
"Good," I looked a Trey forgetting that he was there." Wonderful, I am getting married." He looked so hurt, then quickly smiled to cover up his feelings.
"Oh the great, I am happy that you found someone." He then nodded at Trey.
"Thanks, well we have to go now, nice seeing again DRAKE," I said enphsizing his name.
"No Nicki wait, Do you think we can go out to lunch sometime."
"Umm Drake I don't live around here,"
"Oh, well when you are back in LA call me," He then gave me his new number.

Once Trey and I got in the limo, he was really heated and I didn't know why, he didn't say anything. He body language said it all. "Baby what's up?" he huffed and I frowned my brows, "What?"

"I know you are not going to call HIM!!!" I pushed my head back.

"Excuse Me?"

"You will Not call him,"

"I will call whoever the fuck I wanna call, who the fuck are you to tell me who I can and can't call" I wasn't shouting or yelling, I wasn't expecting him say something like that.

"Nicki, I saw the way he looked at you, that's how I look at you."

"Trey, I love you, no one can ever change that, okay? Can we just go to the hotel I have that meeting with Baby and Wayne later on. I just wanna to take nap then call Angel." Trey said nothing more. He pissed me off and he knows not to talk to me while I am pissed.

*July aka Tour*

Baby and Wayne said I have to do at least 6weeks, which is fine with me, Angel is at my mothers house and Trey is on his Tour for 2and a half months. I am planning on visiting him, after my tour is finished. Before we go do are first show in Atlanta, the whole of Young Money and Baby went to dinner. Everybody was getting along. Shanell and I talked a lot at dinner.  The boy are all different; Mack Maine thinks he's cute, T street looks high and talks like he is high, Jae Millz is quiet but gassed at the same time, Gudda is Like me, Twins separate at birth, Tyga is like so calm, Then little boys Chuckee is a corrupted lil Nigga and Twist complete opposite. My Team! I am in a room well beautiful people and different personality which is amazing.
Oh and by the way I didn't call Drake at all, and I went to LA five times after I saw him. It's not that I didn't wanna talk to him, it's just I don't want to have to lie to my fiancé, because I know Trey doesn't like him very much. Oh well Thank God, I know I won't see him again, I am going across the country so there is no way of me bumping in to him.

*On Stage*

Nicki was all dressed up for the first show, she new all of the barbs and ken barbz was going to give her life. She was not too nervous because she has preformed before, just not that big of a crowd, everything was bigger in Young Money.
Once Nicki had done her  6songs; Five o, itty bitty piggy, Baddest Bitch, Go Hard, I get Crazy and Womp Womp. The barbz and kenz gave so much life she want to go back on stage, but she couldn't. Nicki stood by the side on the stage with the rest of YM, while wayne introduced the next artist.
"Next performer is my brother, He is from Canada Born and Rised, he name stands for Do Right And Kill Everything. Give it up for Drake." Nicki heart sank, she was so lost, confused, was the right word. She didn't understand how they both got into the same Team. And to make it even worst, she was going to be on a tour bus with him for 6weeks.
Nicki was in deep thought when everyone started pushing her on to the stage. Then she heard the beat in the background it was the 'Best I Ever Had Remix', Nicki did this song, just before she went to Canada. She walked on stage squinted at Drake, he just smiled. That Goofy smile which made nicki giggles. The crowd went Crazy!!! Everyone in the arena saw the chemistry between them, it was a magical moment. Team Dricki had formed in that one song!

*On The Tour Bus*

Oh God, I just know it's faith, Nicki and I are meant to be together, I just have this magical connection with that women. I know I hurt her, fuck it, I hurt myself, not being able to see her for two month killed me, but six years, let's just say it was hard to be motivated to live, if wasn't for my family and friend, I would have been fat and still living in my mother's basement. That was a ruff time. But now that she is back in my life I will never let her slip away so easily like I did last time.

Nicki POV

"Hey Nic, what's up?" I was in a room by myself so I can Skype with Angel. But Drake is just interrupted that. So I closed my MacBook. I am not ready you tell him yet, I don't know if he is mature enough.
"Hey Nothing, you?" he sat right next to me, so I scooted I over just a bit. "Drake why are you staring at me?"
"Uh I am sorry, you just look the same, you haven't changed at all. You're still beautiful" I blushed then giggle.
"So can I help you?"
"Um No.... Yes… Nicki I wanna know why you dumped me, we was perfect for each other. I am confused on what went down."
"Drake can we not do this here please, its too late for th.…"
"No, wanna know now!" He said firmly.
"But why" I whined.
"Because Onika I don't think it's fair on me…"
"Wait fair on you? Aubrey what isn't fair is that I had to wait two whole months to hear your voice, and you didn't even give a fuck about me. That fact that you didn't even attempt to go out to New York to even try and fight for our love. The fact that I had to rise our daughter all by myself. And your say it's not fair on you? Fuck You!!!" I got up and walked into the room with the bunks. Oh the others didn't hear me yelling there was playing music and dancing, to think after a concert and club they will be tired, nope not YM. Drake followed me in the room, and switched on the light then climbed onto my bed. I sat India style on my bed, his legs dangled off the side.
"Nic, What do you mean OUR daughter?" Oops did I mention Angel... This what happens I am angry I say everything on my mind. I bit my lip and looked away from him. "ANWSER ME!" he yelled I jumped.
"Don't fucking yell at me!" I don't think he has changed at all. I don't want to tell him anything about her, I don't want him to hurt her like he did me with his promises. I started crying just thinking about that made me cry. "Um well you know the Five time we did it without any protection, I forgot to go to clinic, once I left Canada and …"
"How could you be so stupid to forget?"
"Okay I don't think you know how much I wanna kick you in the face. I forgot because I was upset that I had to leave YOU and I was crying myself to sleep but you wouldn't know that because you never ever called me." I wiped my tears "Just go away you jerk!"
"Nic…I …"
"Just go please." he jumped down, I laid down bending my legs slightly, I cried silent tears. About 5minutes later Drake give me my laptop.
"Please Nic show me her, please."  I sat up and wiped my tears, I think I owe him that. I opened it, showed him pictures of her. "Aw she looks like you, Nic."
"Really I always thought she look like you."
"Not to be vein or anything but we make Beautiful babies." I giggled, "How old is she?"
"6, her birthday is April the 9th" Drake nodded and listened intently. "She is the complete opposite to me, she us quiet and sweet, doesn't like big over the top things, she likes small and simple thing. She is not like most 6 year olds, she is very prim and proper. Like Matilda" He chuckled. "As you can see in these pictures, she loves to play dress up, I guess thats how she expresses herself."
"What is her name?"
"Angel Claire Maraj"
"That's pretty, does she know who I am or…?"
"No she's knows who you are, she loves Degrasi and I let her see photos, and I tell her story on how we meet, I even let her listen to some your songs. She loves you."
"Can I meet her?" Drake flashed me a smile.
"Sure when we go New York next week"
"Thank you Nicki, Thank you so much. Nicki I am so sorry for being selfish and I am sorry for making you cry, for hurting you, that was not my intention. Nicki  I love you, I never stopped loving you. I already love our child and I know you still love me, I can feel it, Nicki please just forgive me and lets be a family, please I have missed you." I was in tears, so he wiped them away.
"Drake…" I breathed before he leaned in, I pushed him a little, "Drake I am getting married soon. This is just all bad timing." He got off the bed and turn off the light, not saying a word. I laid down again, silently crying. I was half a sleep when I felt Drake's shirtless body hug my body. I played with his fingers. I have missed this. I have missed him. I rolled my eyes went I heard Nelly shout "Nicki and Drake got it on" but I paid no mind to it because I was tired so I drifted off to sleep feeling protected.

*New York*

"Awww Home Sweet Home!!!" I was parading around the tour bus in my faded 3/4 length tight fitted jeans, a short sleeve hoodie that match my high top sneakers. I looked so fetch. "Yay I get to see my baby!! Womp womp!!!" Nelly laughed at me.
"I wanna meet Angel..." She pouted.
"SnL you will, we are here for  4days."
"Yay!" She clapped like a seal. I shook my head.
Once we go to the hotel, I told the bellhop to put my bags in my suite. I quick took a cab to my mother's house, I told her before hand to pack  Angie things for 4days.
When we got back to the hotel, we order room service, scratch that Angel order room service I was get ready for the show tonight which was in 5hours.
"Angie!! Order 3 portion of food because I have someone who is coming to meet you."
"Who is it Mommy?"
"You will see Angel."

10 minutes later there was a knock at the door, "Angel get the door please Mommy's trying find something for you to wear."
"Okay, who is it??"
"Uh umm… Uh"
"Mommy, Uh Ummm.… Uh is at the door should I open it?"
"What the hell are you talking about picnie" I popped my head around her room door.
"The door!"
"Little girl fix your tone." I walked pass her and I asked. "who is it?"
"Drake."
"Oh!" I opened the door. "Hey," I hugged him. Angel had already gone back to the living room area.
"Hello how are you?"
"Good, Drake don't be nervous."
"Okay, I am trying." I shut the door behind him and walked to where Angel was.
"Angie, look who is here to see you." She turned around, and screamed then she ran up to Drake and he carried her. Then she started crying on his shoulder.
"Aw Angel why are you crying!"
"Bec... Because I didn't...know… I would ever meet him...." Drake hugged her so tight. I started to cry because I have deprived her of happiness, because of my own hatred toward him. That wasn't right. Drake kissed her forehead as she wiped her eyes. Drake half hugged me and kissed my forehead. "Come on Now I don't want to see my favourite girls cry." Angel giggled and hugged him.
"Daddy? You wanna watch True Jackson VP with me?" Drake smiled when she called him daddy.
"Sure I would love to. Is mommy not going to join us?"
"I will, I just need to find shoes for her to wear tonight."
"Oh she is coming" He said sitting on the chair.
"Pauz and Yes she is, every night but Friday because I have an appearance."
"Oh can I take her?"
"Um sure."

As soon as I found her some cute shoes we ate. Then after that I told her if she wanted to stay up all night she should take a nap.
While Angel was sleeping, Drake and I spoke about her. We were on the couch, he head was on my lap, as I racked my nails through his short black curly hair.
"So do you wanna tell everybody that your her father?"
"Who's everybody?"
"YM, your family, friends and the media"
"Yes to everyone but media... Why the media?"
"Because they are going to ask questions, and I don't want to put her through that."
"I hear you but if you ask me it's none of they business."
"Still,  I wanna tell them though, because we are just starting out only a few people will ask questions."
"That is true."
 I look at the clock above the tv. It was 4:45pm, I have 2hours to get ready for tonights show. I rushed Drake out the door, to get ready for tonight.
Before getting in the shower, I got a text for Trey.
Trey: I love you, beautiful :-)

 I forgot about him. Here's me sleeping in the same as another man every-night. That's not fair on Trey. I mean when I am with Drake everything is so nature. Like the way we look at each other. One touch can make me wanna prance on him. But I control my self. Trey is everything I want in a guy. But he get jealous to easily. I just… I just don't know.

Once I finish getting Angie ready the whole of YM got in 3different vehicles to go to the arena.

Backstage while Wayne was doing he shit, and setting it the fuck down!  I was introducing Angel to everyone.
"That Aunty Shanell and the rest are your Uncles." Everyone hugged Angel. "Okay everyone before we go on Stage, Drake and I want to tell y'all something."
"Yall are having a baby."
"Nelly Shut up! Angel is my daughter and also Drakes daughter."
"What!!!!!!!!!" Everyone exclaimed.
"Yup, I meet him when I was 18, we had a kid, he didn't know until last week. I think that covers everything" With that I went on Stage. Like always Team Minaj gave me so much life.
"Shout out to Team Minaj NY! I love guys soo much. I have a little surprise for y'all. Can We Bring Out Angel?" She came out in her dark skinny jeans and a pink Oversized crochet jumper and pink flats. Everyone cheer and she just smiled and waved, "For those who does know Angel she is Mine And Drake's daughter." The crowd was confused but still cheered. "Good Night New York City" I told Angie to say bye so she did.
"Bye"
Everyone aw'd.

*The Next Day*

Today Drake, Angel and I are going out, I don't know where though Drake is taking us out.
 Angels Outfit:


Nicki outfit:



Drake's Outfit:



We all looked really cute. "Drizzy where are we going?" I asked looking back at Angel, who was in the back seat of Drake's rental.
"Drizzy you haven't called me that since we were 18, and we are going to the Mall." I rolled my eyes playfully.
"Oh okay."
"Angie, do you wanna go to the mall or do something else?" It warmed my heart to see Drake talk Angel the way he did. Like involve her in the conversation. "Oh Angel do you wanna make a build-a-bear?"
"Yes please I have always wanted one." I did not know what the was talking about, so I just keep quiet.
"There are so cute I want one." Drake said chuckling.
"Daddy you're so silly!" She giggled

We shopped all day Drake bought Angel anything and everything she wanted. After I told him to stop because, I brought her up not to be spoilt but he was not listening to me.
"Nic, I wanna go the restroom really quick, put the bags in the car and then meet me at Patsy's."
"Okay that's fine." We went our separate ways.
About 20minutes later Drake met us in the Restaurants, we talked, we ate... All I could think about was how Drake has Changed so much. I just sat there watched them both talk.
"Are y'all ready to go?" I asked
"Wait a second, Angel I got you something when I went to the 'bathroom'."
"Oh I don't want it, a boy pre school, gave me that and it wasn't pretty mommy had an agurement with his mom." I smirked because I remember that day, but it was like three years ago how the heck did she remember.. Drake gave me a what the fuck look.
"Angel I don't think Daddy is talking about what you're talking about."
"O! You may continue." Angel said.
Drake laughed. Then brought out a tiffany &co bag. I was like what the fuck?
He got her a anklet that had a heart on it. He also got her a bracelet that matches the anklet.
"Oh My Geee thanks Daddy." she hugged him. "Daddy did you get mommy something?"
"No Angie, this day is for you two"
"No I got mommy something." What? he is so sweet.
 "Aw thanks Aubrey" I smiled at him
I opened the box, and smiled it was a  heart shaped.
"Look at the Back." I raised my brow and turned it around. It said. "My Queen
My Love
My Life
My All" I was speechless. I have nothing to say, literally, I just smiled. The rest of the day we watched movies at the hotel. Until Angie fell asleep.
"Can I tuck her in?"
"Sure." he carried her to her bed, took off the shoes, and tucked her in tight. She stirred a little.
"I love you daddy." She hugged her build a bear. He push her curly hair back, and kissed he forehead.
I walked out of the room, he followed closely behind me.
"So Nicki... Can we talk?"
"Yup, what about?" I sat down on the couch next to him.
"Us..."
"Drake, there is no us, I am engaged. You had you chance and you blew it."
"Same old Nicki, always hiding your true feeling." I looked at him up and down.
"Drake can you not right now"
"Nic you love me. I know you do." He took my hands. We looked into each other eyes. I want this!! But I can't!! I snatched my hand away.
"No you can't just do that." I stood up "You can't just waltz back in to my life expecting everything to just stop. It doesn't work that way Drake." I walked into my room. He shut the door, I guess he knows I am going to yell.
"Nic why are you doing this?"
I huffed "I don't want you to me the way you did 6years ago, I don't think I will be able to handle that." I was tears up. He walked up to me, and cupped my face. "Don't" I shook my head and stepped back.
"Nic I didn't mean to hurt you."
"But you did."
"And I am sorry."
"Drake do you know how you made me feel, I felt like I was the girl on Internet that you meet, fuck then dump."
"Nicki you know you mean so much to be, the two month I didn't call you, I was planning something special for us, as well as working. So I was Super busy."
"I don't believe you."
"You do have to, because I know and you know I would never lie to you. Nicki, do you love me?" I paused for a second.
"Of course I love you, your the father of my child."
"No, are you IN love with me?"
"I can't say that." I cried, I turned my head.
"Then I have nothing more to say." he turned to go but I pulled on his arm.
"No wait" he turned
"What Nic What!" he shouted.
"Don't Fucking Shout at Me!" I yelled back, letting his go. "Fuck it, Leave! I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!" I cried harder. He opened the door and left. "I knew you wouldn't fight for me, you NEVER do!" He raced up to me picked me up and pinned me against the wall. I didn't even get a chance to say 'Ow' He kissed me and I kissed him back. I have missed his pink lips. My feet were of the ground, so I wrapped both my arms and legs around him. I pulled his top over his head and he did the same to me. Then he carried me to bed. He went to go close the door. He can back to the bed. "I love you Onika" We that said I let him have it. We had sex for hours, I have missed this, him and I, because when we did it, it was magical. Then he did that Drake 3 stroke, which have missed, I screamed he name in to the pillow. Then we was done. I fell asleep naked in the arms of my first love.

*4weeks later*

Drake and Angel have gotten really close over the four days we were in New York. Drake loves her I can see it.
After that night we shared, I have been avoiding him, how you ask? Well I have been talking to wedding planners and I will call Trey and talk to him, whenever Drake tried to talk to me. The only time we spoke was if it was Business or something to do with Angie.
I haven't slept in days thinking about that night with Drake. I know it's wrong to love him but right know my heart just won't let me be right. Its my last night on Tour Bus and everyone is drinking and partying on the bus it's crazy Yo!
"Nic I am going to miss you hun, "  Nelly cooed. I laughed at her.
"Imma miss you too Nelly, Imma miss all of you guys." We had a group hug.

Drake took me to the bed area of the bus. He said it was important and he had to tell me right there and then. I had run out of excuses, I had to face the music.

"Nicki you are leaving tomorrow morning and I need to get this off my chest, right now. That night in New York was everything to me, I would give everything I have away, just for one more night with you. I just wanna feel you body next to mine, because I can't go on living in the memory of our night. I just need you" His hand brushed pass my cheek lightly. I took both of his hands.
"Drake, that night was a mistake, it should have never happened. I am sorry but you need to know I am getting married in a few months, to a wonderful guy and he make me and Angel happy, that's what WE need, happiness. I'm sorry." I wiped my tears, running into the bathroom, and locking the door. I cried because I knew everything I just said was bullshit but I had to say it, Trey is a great guy, he doesn't deserve me, I have cheated in him thousand of times in my head, and once in reality. But that is one time too many. I plan on telling Trey, I hate lying to him. After about 20 minutes of crying in the bathroom, I grabbed a tissue and changed to my nightwear. I fell miserably to sleep.

*Trey's Dressing Room*

"Nicki baby, why are you so quiet today?" I shrugged. I can't do it I can't sit here and lie to his face.

"Trey…"  there was a knock at the door.
"Trey you have 15minutes"
"Okay thanks!" Trey shouted. "Whats happening,Baby?"

"Trey, I… This thing I did has been eating me up in side, and I just can't take it." Trey listened, because he knew I was serious, this was serious. "I… umm… I cheated on you, and Babe I am sorry I promise it will never happen again." He raised he hand up to silence me.

"Who with?" I was in tears. "WHO WITH??" He yelled at me. My heart skipped a beat.

"Drake.…" Trey was hurt, I could tell. Especially since he didn't like Drake.

"So you went behind my back to go meet him?"

"No he is part of YMCMB, it just happened, I am sorry."

"The wedding is off!!" Those four words broke my heart.

"What! Trey, it was a mistake. Please don't do this, you make me happy."

"No Nic, do you remember when I meet him for the first time, I said ‘I saw the way he looked at you' Well I also saw the way you looked at him and that is pure Love! You're  not happy with me, you're  satisfied. Drake is where your happiness lies. If we get married, we will end up separating because we are not meant to be, you and Drake ARE! I love you but you're IN love with Drake, just scared to admit it." Trey was actually talk a lot of sense and EVERYTHING he said was true.

"Thank you Trey, you just made me figure out what I have to do. I love you Trey, Thank you so much. I hope you find someone that loves you the way you love me." I smiled grabbing my bag. I gave him a hug before leaving.

I had to see Drake and tell him that I want to be with him, I love him. I can't see myself with anybody else. Thank God, YM are in the same city are as Trey. I raced down to they hotel, in my rental. It started to rain, the 10seconds it to me to run to the hotel, I was soaked by the time I reached it. I was raining that hard #Pauz.
Once I found out what room Drake was in, I made my way up there. I was scared, of his reaction, because I keep going back and forth. And I know it's not fair on him. I don't mean to do this. I knocked on the suite door. I was already crying. As soon as he opened the Door, I jumped up and kissed him. I pulled back and opened my eyes, to see a White girl with chocolate brown hair and big boobs,sitting on the couch.
"Why is she in your suite?" Drake was trying to talk, but I didn't let him. "Who the hell is She?"
"You're  making It bigger than what it is."
"No No … Nah Uh… you know what just leave me alone" I ripped of the necklace he gave me, off my neck and throw it on the floor. I stormed off to the elevator, I pushed the button like 500times, I didn't want him to follow me. But he did. The elevator came finally, Drake was quiet far from me. I press the button to the lobby, like 10times, the door was closing but Drake put his hand, there to push the doors back and walked in.
"Don't you have a girl in your room, you don't want to keep her waiting." Drake pressed the stop button to stop the elevator as soon door closed. I turned around to face the wall. He came up behind me and held my hips. I slapped his hand away from my hips.
"Drake I came back, to tell you I love you, but then you have a girl in your suite." I sighed. "I am done being hurt by you." I cried and turned around.

"Nicki I love you, I dont wanna hurt you, I wanna be with you and Angel." he lifted my head.

"But what about the girl ?"

"Nic that's my Cousin, Christy." Well I feel stupid. I smiled, feeling embarrassed as well as happy.

"Drake I am sorry, I just thought…"

"It's okay Nic, What matters is that we can be together with no problems." I nodded.

"We can! I LOVE YOU!" that was the first time in 6years, I finally said it to him out loud. He kissed me so sweetly, causing me wrap my legs around his Waist. He carried me back to the suite, as I nibbled on his ear.
This is it! No more emotional Rollercoaster, just me, Drake and Angie. A real family. I finally got My Boo. He calls me, I quote 'My All.'

True Love. Pure Happiness.

The End

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Happy Ending?



 S/O to @TeamMinaj_PYB for helping me with the name for Nicki and Drake child LOVE YOU GWOOOOOOORL
"Mommy please don't cry, your gonna make me cry," She wiped my tears. "Mommy why do you and Daddy always fight, why can't we just be like we use to be" I wiped the tear, the ran down her pretty young face as she wiped mine, is all the fighting worth the pain of my child, No! God I know you have a plan for my family and I but does it have to be this way? I hate for my child to feel my pain. I cried silent tears as I cuddled my 6year old daughter, Mariah Renee Graham, on the bed Drake and I shared. I played with her long curly hair. We can't keep doing this to her, she does deserve this. She started singing, “You don't know how much you mean to me whenever your down you know that you can lean on me” She sat up and held my face, “No matter the situation, I gonna hold you down” Her voice was so sweet and angelic (Her parents ARE Nicki and Drake, it's only in her nature for her to sing) it made me cry harder. How could someone so young think like that? "Mommy why can't we live a fairytale life like Cinderella and have a happy Ending?" I cried, and wiped her tears.

"Because Cinderella struggled in the beginning then she got her happy ending, this is our struggle, and happy ending will come soon." I smiled sheepishly. 

"Okay baby Momma's gonna stop cry now!" I didn't want to, but I had to. 

"Baby let go and get some ice cream."

 "But mommy I'm in my pyjamas." 

 "Soooooooo go put you jacket on" I said and she smiled wide.

 "Can I wear my tiara?" 

"Of course Princess Mimi" she giggled and ran in to her room to get ready. This isn’t fair on her, I should cry in front of her. I am not ever doing that again. She is too young for this. I put my shoes on and went down stairs.

 "Mariah hurry up it's getting late!!" She walked down the stairs so slowly like she didn't just hear what I said. 

"A princess has to look they best at all times" I smiled at her she had beads around her neck, pink raincoat, pink tiara and a pink handbag. 

"Princess Mimi is a royal pain" I mutter.

 "I heard that" I giggled.

 "No but seriously Mimi hurry up." once she got down I pick her up and walked outside to the car. 





That ice cream parlour was a lot of fun until the paparazzi showed up. Mimi just carried on talking about her party. She even invited the papz to her party, I laughed so hard, she was like, and I quote “You are all invited to my 7th birthday, but you have to dress like a princess or I will have security escort you out.” This little girl is too smart for her age.



Once we got home, Mimi was fast asleep, I carried her out and noticed Drake was back home. I am ready to talk to him and not yell AT him. I took Mariah to her room and laid her down in her princess bed, I tucked her in, took off her tiara and kissed her forehead. I closed the door ever so slightly. I walked in to my room, to find Drake sitting at the edge of the bed; he looked like he was… Waiting. Thinking. He looked up at me as I closed the door, my eyes never left his. 



I cleared my throat. "Hey" I spoke first.

"Hi" he paused for a couple on seconds "Where's Mariah?". 

 "In her room…" I walked into the bathroom. He followed me.

 "Nicki, we need to talk? I didn't mean any of the things I said." I wiped the one tear that fell. I spun around to face him.

 "Drake I am sorry, I shouldn't have accused you of cheating" 

"Damn right you shouldn't have," the tears escaped my eyes, he wiped them.

 "Nicki you need to understand that I love you and that little girl so much, words can't even describe how much." A tear fell from his face, "I will/would never EVER cheat on the love of my life, there is a reason why I married you Nicki," his hands were on my hips as he pulled me closer to him.

 "And what it that reason?" I asked

 "Because I knew deep down in my heart that we are meant to be, you are My Love, My Life, My Everything. I wouldn't know what to do without you." I wiped his tears, and hugged him. 

"I'm sorry," I whispered in his ear.

 "No I am sorry," I pulled back from the hug to kiss him.

He carried me into the bedroom, still our lips locked together; I throw my arms around his neck, so we could kiss deeply. The best thing about our fights is the make up sex. 



No one POV 



Drake and Nicki kissed until the where stripped down to they under wear. Drake laid her down on the bed. And kissed her from collar bone to her boobs to her navel. He slid of her thong slowly. Drake kissed her inner thigh, he made his way up to her women hood, he kissed and sucked on her clit. He inserted his tongue in her licking and sucking. Drakes tongue game was on point. Every time Nicki jerked backwards Drake would pull her back to him. She couldn't take the teasing anymore. 



"Drake Fuck Me" she demanded 



Drake did what he was told. He inserted his dick in to her slowly. She moaned, as the moans got louder Drake stroked hard and faster. Until her leg started to shake 



"Draaaaakeeeeee" She screamed then she grabbed a pillow to cover her mouth, anymore screaming Mariah would wake up. And we don't want that!

Drake stopped after a couple more strokes and pulled Nicki to the end of the bed, and bent her over. Then he hit it for the back, tugged on her hair. Nicki loves it when he does that. Nicki took Drakes hand and pushed him on the bed. It was her turn. She was on the up and he was on the bottom. She kissed Drakes so passionately. She pulled away from the kiss they just shared. She rode him like a mechanic bull, until drake steady her with his hands. She then pounded her body into him. Harder and harder each time. Deeper and deeper each time, her wall was tightening up. They were both over the edge. She was about to cum and so was he.



"Drake I am about to…Ahhhhhhh” she was panting. 



"Me too baby" he steady her hips and had one more deep, harder stroke and they were done. She flopped down on Drakes chest. Drake kissed her forehead. 

"I love you Nicki" 

"I love you too Drake"

They fell asleep with a smile across they faces. Nicki was silently Thanking God for this Happy Ending. 

 2weeks later :-) 

 Nicki POV
 Drake and Mine relationship has got more stronger over the past two weeks, he buys my gifts, makes me breakfast, does little things around the house. He not out so much, I love it and Mariah loves having both parents around too. Now it her Birthday party I can tell she is loving every minute of it. 

"Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to Mimi! Happy Birthday to you" Everyone sang along with Mariah Carey who was on Stage, “Princess Mimi, We love you have an awesome day." She said as Mimi, Drake and I were behind the cake, taking picture. I swear Mimi is a little diva, her poses are so cute. She's blowing kisses to the camera. Ha, Cute. Everyone was there; YMCMB & they children, my family & friends, Drakes family & friends and Mariah's friends from school. The party was so cute, some of the girls were dancing, some were getting their face painted, and I even got a flower on my cheek. I looked around the room; Mariah was getting her nails done. 



"Little girl are you enjoy your party?"

 I asked her as the Asian women put baby blue nail polish on her nails. 

"Yes mommy, thank you for this!" 

 "Your welcome cupcake," I kissed her, "Oh grandma Carol and Nana Sandy want to talk to you when you’re done here" 

 "Okay" 



I am so happy she is enjoying herself. Now where is my lovely husband, "Nicki" I turned around to find Drake calling me over. Hehe he read my mind.

 "I was just looking for you." I said sitting on her lap. 

 "Haha I know I saw you puzzled face"

"What I was not making a puzzled face I was looking," 

"Mmhmmmm" I looked in to his eyes, he leaned in for a kiss, but we was interrupted by our child's call.

 "Mommy, Daddy, look what Uncle Faree got me." She opened the box; she got a Platinum necklace that said ‘Princess Mimi’ and all the i's had a pink diamond on top. 

 "Now Mimi who said you can open your presents?" Drake asked. 

 "He did," she pointed at Safaree.

 "Snitch" Safaree said side eyeing her; she stuck her tongue out at him. Then he did the same to her.

 "Mariah, give me that and go dance." 

 "Noo mommy I wanna wear it," I am not going to say no it's her birthday, so I put it on her. Once she scurried away, I stood up and thanked Safaree then I punched him.

 "Ow why did you do that?"

 "Because now I gotta take all her presents to the car before she thinks, it ok to open them all."

 "I will do it babe," Drake offered 

 "No you stay here and watch her, talk to Wayne." 

 "Okay hurry back" I peck his lips. 



Now what Fool got my Daughter a dolls house, this shit is heavy. I finally made my way to the car. I put the presents carefully in the back, because I didn’t want break anything, if I did I would hear the end of it.

 "Excuse Me" I turned around, when I heard a woman's voice behind me, 

"Yes"

 "Can you tell me where Aubrey Graham is?"

 "Umm who's asking?" I asked in a rude tone. I don't know her and I ain't here for no groupie, messing up my little girl's Birthday.

 "I am Javonique, his baby mama..." 

 "I sorry... His WHAT?" I felt my heart stop as she showed me her baby bump.

 "Umm he said his was going to be here." She said smiling; she obviously doesn't know who I am. I could even speak. My tears started to surface. 

 "Um he just left." She nodded

"o! Thank you for your help" She walked away. I walked back in the venue and went straight to the bathroom before anyone saw my tears. I am not about to ruin Mimi's birthday. I cleaned my face up, took a deep breath and walked back in to the hall like nothing happen.

 "Mommy Mommy, can I eat some cake?" 

"Yes baby of course you can."

 I walked up to Drake and whispered in his ear. "We knew to talk when we get home, Mariah is going to stay at my mother's and have the sleepover there." 

Drake looked at me so confused but do worry tonight was about to make it so clear.

 That Night :'( 

 I walked straight in to the house, without saying a word to Drake. I slammed the front door in his face knowing he had his house key. I went straight in to the kitchen, got out a bottle of wine and a glass cup. 

"Nicki whats wrong baby?" I ignored his question so he asked another one. "Babe why didn't you talk to me in the car." 

 "Because I told you that we will talk at home." 

 "Nicki why are you angry? And you know that a bitter wine right?"

 "Yup well I am feeling Bitter right now!" I said spiteful and I took a sip of the wine. It was horrible but I didn't let him know that.

 "What's you problem?" he shouted. 



Again I ignored his question and asked my own.

 "Drake are you cheating on me?"

 "What? No" 



"Bull shit!" I throw the glass at his head. He was SO lucky he moved.

 "Nicki WHAT THE FUCK!!"

 "I am tripping, from that wine I had so let me make it easy for you, and Javonique come to the party today." Drake looked so scared.

 "Yeah, we got personal, Mmhmmmm she even showed me her baby bump. Claims to be your ‘Baby Mama’!!!" 

 "Nicki I can…" 
 
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

I was beyond livid that I started crying. "I gave you your chance" I ran upstairs, of course he followed me. I slammed our bedroom door in his face as I did that there was a shape pain in my belly. I just thought it was because I haven't eaten properly all day. I was walking into the closest, when Drake come up behind me and slammed my back into wall, he held my wrists above my head, and his body was so close to mine. "Ow Drake you’re hurting me..." he cut me off

 "Remember the night that I didn't come home, will that night I was really drunk, everyone had left me in the club. She said she would take me home." I cut him off. 

 "Let me guess, she did take you to her place instead and you had sex, and you liked it so much y'all had an affair." 

 "GOD DAWN IT NICKI I AM TRYING TO TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED." he yelled me.

 "Yes we had sex, but just that one time and I was drunk. Nicki I love you please forgive me. I love you babe" He kissed me, he loosen his grip on my wrist, I pushed him away and slapped his face.

 "DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!!! I ain't buying any of the bullshit your selling right now, you haven't have sex with her but your still seeing her behind my back" I was so angry that he thinks a kiss is going to make everything better No Noo it's not! "Drake you LIE and CHEAT, then you thinks a kiss can change everything. Drake I am not that girl anymore. Mariah doesn't deserve this! I don't deserve this."I yelled at him, as I cried.

 "Nicki I was drunk…" 

 "Drake that's not an excuse... We need a break!" he fell to his knee's and hugged my waist; I pounded my fist on his shoulders trying to get him off of me. I was crying and yelling at him slowly giving in, I stopped fighting him. He cried into my belly I stroked his hair, slowly calming down forget what he did… Then I remembered, I pushed him away and slapped his already red face. I sat on the bed and broke down, Physical, Mentally, Emotional. The worst thing about all of this is I still love him.

  "Nicki, I…" 
 "Drake Shut UP" I screamed “I don't want to hear you, I don't wanna smell you, I don't wanna see you. I DONT WANT YOU." 

I held my belly, the pain was becoming unbearable, but I am strong I can take it.


 

"I know you don't mean that, I love you and you love me. We have been together for 9year and out of that we have 1 beautiful amazing daughter. Nic don't do this to her." 

 "You did this to her" The more I screamed and yelled the more the pain hurt.

 "Nicki are you okay?"
 
"Yes I am fine"

 "No Nicki you’re bleeding," I looked down to see my multicoloured legging where soaked in blood. Drake had already dialled 911. I was losing consciousness. "NICKI Nicki please stay awake I love you" I mouthed the words back, everything else was a blur.



Dear God, please let there be a happy ending for my child and I, please lord bring happiness into my life.



I woke up with a bright light beaming on my face; it blinded me so I just closed my eyes again. I don't even where the heck I was. All I remember is having an argument with Aubrey, everything else is a blur. I heard the door open, then I heard quite voice. It was Drake and Mimi.

 "Daddy why is mommy in hospital?" I am in Hospital, the fuck am I here for?

 "Because Daddy stress mommy out too much, so mommy started to feel dizzy."

 "Daddy why do you always do that? Do you not love mommy? Do you hate her?" 

I could tell she was crying I wanted to cry. 



"Mimi comes here… I love your mommy so much. I don't know what I would do without her. She is my WORLD my EVERYTHING." Now I know he was crying too. I was crying on the inside. Truth is I love him too, I just don't know how we will get through this. 



I opened my eyes and sat up.

 "Mommy!!" Mariah had tear stains on her little cheeks 

 "Mimi My Liddio buttercup, come here." She got off of Drakes lap and climbed on the bed. "Mommy is fine okay, don't be angry at Daddy, okay? We both love you." She nodded.

 "Um how you are feel?"

 "Good I guess," I kissed Mimi's forehead, as she yawned. Before I knew it she was asleep. Drake and I didn't talk at all, yes it was awkward moment. 



"Nicki I am so Sorry."

"Drake... What happened? Why am I here?"

"Umm you started bleeding then you pass out," I glared at him. I am tired of him all together. Like Ugh!! I have nothing to say to him, he has stressed me out enough. I rolled my eyes and laid back down and closed my eyes. I felt him, pick my hand up and kiss it. I open my eyes. 

 "Nicki I love you, Nic I can't say the words enough. Please Nicki don't leave me, I can live without you baby." I closed my eyes again, and reopened them when I felt his warm tears on my knuckles. I took a deep breath. 

 "I am not leaving you Drake. It's going to be a long time before we sleep in the same bed. And we need to talk about you baby mama situation." 

 "Thank you Nic I love you and yes we will talk about that" He kissed my hand as Doctor Williams came in. She has been my doctor for years; she was the one who delivered Mimi. I love her to bits. 



"Ah you're up and long time no see girl! How do you feel?" 

 "better, I guess, Toni I have missed you." I kissed her cheek and hugged her.

 "Anyways though what is wrong with me?" I asked "Why was I bleeding last night?" 


 

"Well first, you’re 20 weeks pregnant."

 "I BEG YOUR PARDON????"

 "You're Pregnant," Oh My God what!!! I thought I looked a little big but I just thought it was because I haven't had time to hit the gym, and I am always tired. I didn't have morning sickness. Woah I'm pregnant? Perfect situation to being a child into the world! Just Great. "Oh My Dayz is the baby okay?"



 I already had tears in my eyes. 



"Yes Nicki she is fine. Oh shit did you wanna know the sex?" Toni giggled, this woman has problems and she knew it.

 "It’s a girl?" Drake was even more shock than me. 



"Yes Aubs, she is a girl! Duh! I just told you that." She said. "I swear some men are just total coconuts" I giggled. 

 "Toni! Pay Attention!! Why was I bleeding?"
"Oh right Um… You have a very rare pregnancy only 1out60 women get it, its called Ectopic. An ectopic pregnancy happens when the fertilized egg attaches itself in a place other than inside the uterus. Almost all ectopic pregnancies occur in a fallopian tube, and are thus sometimes called tubal pregnancies. The fallopian tubes are not designed to hold a growing embryo; the fertilized egg in a tubal pregnancy cannot develop normally and must be treated. We are going to treat you right away, but I will need you to stay her for a week or so." I just nodded and looked down at my baby as T, left the room. I love Mimi so much. 

"Nicki,"

 "Mmhmmmm" I was playing with her hair, so I didn't look up. 

 "Nicki, how could you not feel the baby?" I glared at him. 

 "Drake don't start with me. I don't know I guess it's because I had so much on my mind, I forgot to say hi let's see if I am pregnant" I side eyed him. 

"Listen if you just want to fight you can leave because I am tired." 

 "No Nicki I don't want to fight, I want your forgiveness,"

 "Drake your forgiven, I can never stay mad at you no matter how hard I trying. I love you too much to stay mad." Drake leaned in from his chair that was beside the hospital bed, we kissed, a kiss that was so needed, so necessary, so wanted. We broke away when we heard Mimi's fake cough, I giggled because she frowned her brows. "Mimi don't do that!" I giggled. "it's not cute" 

 "Mommy everything I do is cute." Drake chuckled as I playfully slapped his wrist and giggled. She looked at the both of us. 

"Mommy I hope this is our HAPPY ENDING?!"
 
 


 


Mariah Renee Graham 
 "It just might be baby."