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Don't get it Twisted these are short stories written by me!! Enjoy or don't! I don't give FUCK!
7:45pm, my baby brother is upstairs sleeping, thank God for that. Yes I am baby-sitting, my mother is working night shift at the hospital, and my Dad… probably somewhere in Queens, doing what it is he pleases. As for my older brother, Jelani he is probably at the library or his girlfriends house.
I was in my room, already in my pink PJ's, on My space. Okay so I put up a couple videos of my rapping, on this Website and got hundreds of views.
There is the one guy who, is 18 like me. Well he must have seen my video, because the first ever thing he said to me was ‘You have a nasty flow’ and from that, we just started talking more. We have been talking for the past 9months. About Everything; music, school, life, everything and we have a lot in common he is a singer/rapper/actor, he has family problems with his parents.
And yeah, I know what you are thinking, How can i just tell complete stranger, Everything about me? To be perfectly honest with you, I don't know. It's like a little voice in my head telling me to do it, so yes I listened to that little voice, sue me!
Well today is the day, Drake (oh thats his name by the way) and I decide to Skype for the first time. I wanted to see him and he wanted to see me. I have seen pictures of him and stuff, but I wanted to make sure this person was legit.
Is it weird that, I have been waiting for 20minutes?
¡Finally!
"Hello Drake can you hear me?"
"Yes! Can you hear me?"
"Yes, hahahaha What's poppin?"
"Nothing. Nicki your are really pretty."
I blushed. "Thank you."
"Your Welcome, what are you doing?"
Is this boy whacko? "I am talking to you silly!" I giggled.
"Oh hahaha I knew that! I've missed talking to you though, like we use to talk everyday, now it's once a week, What's happening?" He sound and looked sad.
"Awww Drizzy, don't cry" I laughed because he changed his facial expression to a WTF face "I have just been busy, I mean its senior year!"
"The Last month is always the worst, and because you go to a performing arts school, its more, stressful."
"Who you telling? Drake, I even have a job and when I am not working I am baby-sitting, which is why my house is so quite."
"Should your house be loud?"
"Nooo I have that magic touch that put babies to sleep!" I giggled.
"Oh Word!"
"Yup!"
"Will I have this magic move that will make you scream my name over and over and over again" My mouth dropped open.
"Oh my gosh Drake" He laughed.
"Girl I am just playing!"
I side eyed him I was not amused, "Mmhmmm…" We talked for about two hours, before I got a little tired.
*3months Later*
It's the end of Summer, I still don't know if I wanna go college or pursue in my rap career. As for Drake and I relationship has changed a lot; from friends, to best friends. He is a flirt but I don't even like him like that. Haha I love him liked a pet goldfish. Today is our 12th month anniversary of when we first spoke, so I am going to Canada to meet him for the first time. He would have come to New York but I have never been to Canada. I decided to drive down and stay the weekend. Drake said I can stay in his house, which is perfect, I don't have to pay for a hotel.
30minutes later I arrived at a huge White house in a White neighbourhood, Drake was sitting his front porch. As soon as I got out the car. Drake ran over to me and hugged me so tight, I quickly took in his scent, because I couldn't really breath.
"Hahaha Drake you are squishing me" He laughed and let go of me. He is so tall, muscular and so much more attractive in person. But hey I don't like him like that.
"Um Hey, do you need me to help you with your bag?" I nodded, and laughed, he is so goofy. He grabbed my hand, our fingers intertwined and picked up my light pink suit case, leading me to the house. I smiled as I walked in. "Nicki you are so Beautiful."
"Awww Thanks Drizzy, your home is so pretty I didn't know you was a rich White boy" He put my suit case down by the door and lead me to the kitchen.
"You hungry? And I am not white. I am mixed" He simply stated. I rolled my eyes.
"Umm it 7:15pm, I have been driving for 3hour, Of course I am hungry!" I giggled.
"Good because I already ordered a pizza!"
"Yum! Wait why we in the kitchen?" He shrugged and I giggled. "I know you don't live in the big house by yourself where's you Mother?" I have seen his mom once or twice on Skype. Drake is a real mommy's boy. I think it's sweet, that an 18 year old boy, loves and cares for his mother, the way drake does. If that how he treats his mother, imagine how he treats his girlfriend. Oh and his mother is so beautiful.
"She has gone to a conference for the weekend in Chicago and Bubbie has gone on a road trip with the 'girls' for a week."
"So Drizzy we have the house all to ourselves?" I bit my lip seductively
"Yup!" he walked closer to me, I backup in to the frigde. Then rested his hands on my hips.
"You know what this means, right?" he nodded and leaned in, I gulped, our lips were so close. I smiled. I have been waiting for this moment for a year.
"TWISTER!" we both shouted and laughed. Drake ran upstairs to go get the box. The door bell rang, I guess it was the pizza guy, Drake shouted from upstairs, "Can you get that, the money is on the table by the door." I did what I was told, and then head to the living room with two large boxes of pizza, to find Drake setting up the Game.
Half a box pizza left and Drake and I in a sex position, we both looked into each others eyes, i felt this magical connection, I had the urge to rip off his shirt and attack those gorgeous pink lips. But giving the fact that I haven't lost my V card yet, just made this whole moment awkward, so I decide to end that game.
"Umm I am tired of the game." Drake insantly slammed his back on the floor, and me being on top of him, dropped down hard on his manhood. He looked at me, I looked at him, I turned my head to the side, my eyes widened, once I felt his manhood rise up. O.O!! I took myself off of him. He sat up embarrassed. This is not how I pictured a friendly game of Twister. My heart is beating faster than usual. No one a talked in the last 5 minutes, maybe isn't such a good idea coming here. I stood up and walked to the door, he followed closely behind me.
"Nic where you going?" I didn't answer him because I knew what he wanted and I am not a hoe that you find on the Internet. I picked up my suit case and opened the door, just to have Drake close it again, then block the door with his back. "Where you going Nicki?"
I rolled my eyes, putting my suit case down. "I was going to a hotel, but someone it blocking the fucking door."
"What's wrong with you?" He had a worried look. "I didn't mean to offend you in anyway, I apologize," He flashed a goofy smile, while putting his hands on my hips, bring me closer to him. I looked into his eyes, he was reading me like a book, he knew what I wanted, so he leaned in close this time to kiss me, passionately. I swung my arms around he neck deepening the kiss.
Okay I know I said I didn't, like him like that but when I looked into his eyes I just knew he was the one. Corny Right! But Hey, I can't help the way I feel, I just hope he feels the same. I pulled away. He smiled at me, "I have wanted to do that ever since you step out the car. I am falling hard for you Nicki." I blushed and looked down, he lifted my head up with his index finger. "If I have my way, I would stare in to your beautiful brown eyes all day" I giggled not knowing what to say at that moment. The only thing in my head was 'I have just kissed my pet goldfish' O.O
It was getting a little late so Drake took me on a tour of the house, We finally got to the room I will be sleeping in, it look so cute. "Ummm where is your room, Drake?"
"Why?? You want some of that Drizzy Magic?" I rolled my eyes and took my suit case from him.
"Nooo"
"I just playing, come here" He grabbed my hand, we walked downstairs then we walked down another set of stairs.
"You Sleep, in a basement?"
"Yup..."
"That's so weird" I said sitting on his bed. "But is cool." He smiled then pulled me over to see his studio. "Ooo I hate you!! This place is soo dope."
"Go in there spit something for me"
"Oh No I will pass maybe next time I come. Pauz"
His eyebrow rose, "There's going to be a next time?"
I bit my lip and did my famous dimple shrug, "only if you want there to be a next time?" He licked his lips, leaded me to his bed. He cupped my cheek with his hand and whispered on my lips,
"Of course I do, I want you!" He kissed me again, but this time, Drake and I leaned back on the bed. I was on top of him, straddling him, his hands slid down my curvy frame and lightly squeezed my ass, which triggered butterflies to flutter in my stomach. I pulled away for a brief second to say, "I need you" and resumed back to kissing Drake, But was I really about to do this… it just feels so right, like we are meant to be. Like this is something that is supposed to happen. But was I ready?
I pulled away, for the third time tonight. "Um I am going to take a shower and get ready for bed, Goodnight" I climbed off him and walked up the stairs, in Silence.
Its 2am and I can't sleep, I just keep thinking about Drake. About how I just left him in the basement, because I was scared decide not to follow my heart. But this… This was not supposed to happen, I wasn't supposed to fall for my friend. I can't let this happen, I just can't! But thing is my heart has found it owner. I tossed and turned trying to find a comfortable spot, Fuck It, I am never going to be comfortable in THIS bed. I climbed out of bed and tiptoed to the basement to find Drake not sleeping.
"Umm Drake can I sleep with you?"
"Sure." He pulled back the sheets and scooted over on his king size bed, making room for me. I got in and he put arm around, I felt protected, safe, in his strong arms. We didn't speak, the whole room was silent. Drake shifted, holding he head up with his hand and the other hand on my belly. "Nicki, I want you but you make it hard for me, you kept hiding."
"My intention is not to hide I wanna be with you too I am just scared"
"Scared that I will hurt you?" I nodded "Nicki I love you too much to hurt you." He put two fingers under my chin, so I could look into his Hazel eyes.
"You love me?" I smiled
"Yup"
"I love you too." Once those words escaped my lips, he bent his head down to kissed me, I was READY!!!
I climbed on top of him, like I was before, but this time I was going to stick it out to the end. He then flipped us over, so he was on top and I was on the bottom. He ripped open my silk zebra print pyjama buttoned shirt, without ripping any of my buttons, slid down my bottoms. He took off his clothes, I was left in just my thong and him in his boxers. I admire his rippled chest and his sexy abs. I heart started to beat fast, I had butterflies, but I knew this was meant to be I was just nervous . Drake looked at me, his hands danced on my waist then his pulled down my thong. His tongue game is amazing, I moaned and screamed louder than I have ever had to scream and moan before. I know I said I am still a virgin but that don't mean, I don't like to get eaten. ;P Anywho back to this story. Once he had finish licking me out, he looked at me again with worry in his eyes.
"What?" I asked.
"Are you sure you wanna do this? I mean your still a virg…"
I cut him off, "I am beyond SURE I wanna do this!"
Drake leaned over me to reach in the top drawn of the nightstand to get a gold magnum packet. He ripped the packet with his teeth and slipped the condom on his erected member. Drake spread my legs out and slowly inserted his very large dick in to my woohoo. I jammed my eyes shut, trying not to cried from the pain each stroke was giving me. Drake apologised several times as soft whimpers escaped my month, he even kissed the few tears the ran down my cheek. I soon got use to the pain, and started to enjoy this moment. I moaned and screamed over and over again.
"Ahhhhhhh Drizzzzzzy"
"Oh My God Drake Ahhhhhhhhhhhh" He smirked, Then he picked up one of my legs putting it on his shoulder, and attacked my V-Jay-Jay. I guess my screaming made him wanna go faster and harder, and hit a spot that I didn't even know I had. I had to grab the sheets, I was being slammed into. I could feel my wall tightening up.
"Drake… Drake.… imma about to.… Oh God!… I gonna cum." I said unable to spoke properly. Minutes later I did so.
I was done, but not Mr Aubrey Graham, he told me to get on all fours, he smacked my ass, causing my to turn my head.
"Don't front I know you like it." Then he stuck his two fingers in my woohoo, without warning and chuckled. Oh soo he thinks it's funny? He thrusted in to me numerous time before licking his fingers. "Mmmmm you tasty soo good." Then he leaned forward and whispered in my ear. "Ready for the magic move, it called 'Drizzy 3 Stroke' you'll love it." He smacked my ass again. He slammed in me from the back. I had to scream. "That's 1" Then he did it again be this time harder and longer. "Thats 2" No the last one had me screaming his name over and over and over again the impact of that stroke was so powerful. "And That's 3" Drake pulled out of me fall on his back besides me. My Turn!" I jumped on top of him straddling him then I leaned down to kiss him, I used this moment as an opportunity to have a feel of his abs. I rode him like he's never being rode before. I Fucking Rocked his World!! He grunted, I moaned, then he held my hips and flip my over. He lifted both of my legs so my toes were near my ears and thrusted into me. "Oh My Geeeeeeeeeee" I screamed he was so big I could feel him reach my stomach. "Draaaaaaaaaaakeeeeeeeeeeeee"He let go of my legs, and kissed me softly from my lips to my neck to my boobs. Then again without warning push his two fingers up my woohoo. I arched my back and held his neck, digging my nails into the back of his neck. Once his tongue was done playing with my nipple, and his fingers were done with my V-JayJay, his dick wanted a go. After a good 10 minutes, I was about to reach my climax.
"Drake… I gonna cum!" That I did.
"Oh Shit" He cursed. Then stroke into me 5 more times before pulling out. We were both panting trying to catch our breaths.
"Woah" That was amazing!!! Drake looked at me, then Kissed my forehead bring me closer to him I rested my head on his chest.
"I love you Nicki"
I lifted my head to look into his eyes. "I love you too, Drake" I laid my head back down on him, his alarm clock caught my eye. 5:45am on a Saturday!!!! Oh wow!! O.O I be up all night!
Sunday.. :'(
I swear this was the best weekend of my whole entire life, I had sex about 6 more times, 3times in the shower, once more in Drake's bed, once on the kitchen floor and once in tree house. Don't look at me like that it just happened, I am scared though, we only used a condom 2out of 7times we did it. Don't worry imma go to the clinic tomorrow before work. We even went to the arcade and the mall and to Dinner. But now I have to leave, not only am I sad, I'm mad the I could only stay for 3days. Drake went to put gas in my car, and as soon as he comes back, its back to New York for me. I cried as I folded my clothes in to my suit case. I just cried my eyes out. When I was done packing I took my suit case down stairs. I sat on the last step and cried. Drake open the front door and ran to hug me. He wiped my tears away. This has got to be the saddest day of my life. I knew that once Drake opened the door it was time. He just held me and let me cry. But time was going and I wanted to get back home before, it gets too dark.
"Do you have to go right now?" Drake sounded so sad, so I looked up to see him crying. I wiped his tears and nodded. Then I kissed him like it was our last. I stood up, so did he and he picked up my suit case and walked me to my car. He put my luggage in the boot of my car and held both of my hands. "Nicki please stop crying, I will come down to New York soon"
"I know I am just really gonna miss you."
"Nicki I will call you everyday, and we can Skype ain't time you want."
"Okay" tears fell down my cheeks as I pouted.
"I love you so much Onika, I love you always and Forever." My heart sank.
"I love you too Aubrey very much" We kissed, but what we didn't know was that was going to be the last kiss we shared.
2 months Later...-_-
It's been two months and Aubrey hasn't called me once, he hasn't made any plans to come out here. Things he said he would do.
"Hello?"
"Hey remember me?"
"Hi Nicki, I miss you"
"Obviously not enough to call me or even text me."
"Nicki I have been so busy with this New show called Degrasi and My mix-tape So Far Gone. "
"Too busy for me?"
"Come on Nic don't be like this."
"Be like what Drake?"
"Be Selfish!!"
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I chuckled. "I'm Selfish? Me? Drake I do the exact some as you if not more, I act in theatre, I work two jobs, I still look after my family, I am also working on my first mix-tape. On top of all that I still wanna see YOU and hear YOUR voice!" I was yelling down the phone. "I'm obviously not THAT important." I was so angry I start crying sliently.
"But Nic you know I love you forever and always."
"I know you do, I love you too." I sniff "But Drake I cant wait forever."
"Nooo Nic please don't do This I LOVE YOU."
"And I Love You Drake, but I can't sit around forever waiting for you." The tears came rushing out hard. I was unable to spoke."Drake now I… I … I have to … go"
"Nicki please" Was the last thing I heard before I hung up. I swear this is the hardest thing I ever had to do. I curled in a ball in the corner of my rooms, I ignored my phone for days, I ignored the voice of my friends and family, I missed work for two weeks, all of this just for me to sit there and cry. Will I ever be able to get over this pain? His was my first! I love him and always will. I told you before he owns my heart. For 1year I was hiding my feelings for him, I was putting up a front, and when I finally got him, I was living for that moment and NOT thinking about the future. What I didn't realise is that long distance relationships never work, I was setting myself up for a lifetime of pain and hurt so I had to end it. But Remember this one thing and NEVER EVER forget it. Drake will always and forever will be My Boo.
Mariah Renee Graham "It just might be baby."
