Prom

Hey readers sorry I haven’t post I just recovering from the worst heartbreak I’ve ever had. So I don’t not feel it is healthy for me to write because if yall didn’t know I write about my life experiences and how I feel at that moment but twist it to suit Dricki. So I don’t think it would be fair to write... However I will be write about this dream I had about ‘Prom’ after my prom lool... I am twisting it with real life and my dream and changing my dream characters to Dricki. Enjoy



Thursday

Prom was only a day away Nicki and her 4best friends: Amber, Cassie, Candi and Lauren already had the whole the day planned Spa in the morning, Lunch at the new dessert shop on 5th avenue then the nail salon on 27 street. From day one Nicki didn’t want to go prom but was forced by her best friends that she had to go. Nicki’s mother and father had already booked a flight to Italy for 5 days which meant they were going to miss they first daughter go to prom. Nicki just had to push that to back of her mind, they always miss HER important events she just prayed they won’t miss her wedding. However Nicki’s Mother best friend, Tanya (The women Nicki was named after, her second mother) was going to be there to help her get ready also her brother Jelani’s girlfriend, Keyana (21) was going be there to.

Nicki brushed her teeth and took a hot shower, you know the daily routine. Today was just going to be causal so she wore, black yoga pants, blue t-shirt that said ‘I like to play’, black air forces and a black leather jacket. She grabbed her blue gym bag that had her change of clothes and essentials like her phone, lipgloss, purse, etc. She said goodbye to her baby sisters, Sierra (12) and Moriah (4) then told her brother she was leaving. She hopped in her Black BMW to pick up the girls.

Lunch...

“So yall got everything right?” Lauren asked as the waiter placed her food in front of her.

“L baby fuck we look like, a day before still looking for a dress?” Nicki commented.

“Nika I was just checking you know how Candi is.”

Cassie and Amber chuckled, “This is true, Can you got everything?”

“Yes Bitch. Yall can shut up” Candi said referring to Cassie and Amber’s laugher which cause us all to laugh at her. “Anywho, so Cas, you and SB still going together?” Cassie turned a cute shade of red.

“Yes” She took a bit of her cheesecake

“Girl, why you always blushing whenever we mention he’s name?” Amber asked.

“Because she likes him duh... Em get with it.” Nicki stated as she sipped her milkshake. “Em and Wiz still going right?”

“Heck Yeah, 5years of being with me and you would think Cam would have some sense of fashion, but no” Amber ranted

“What did he do?” Candi asked that followed with a giggle.

“Ok my dress is teal, nigga wanted to wear a blue tie.” The girls laughed at Amber.

“No he didn’t” Nicki mocked her

“Yeah he did”

“Gworl, no he didn’t”

Amber got what Nicki was doing, “Don’t mock me” The girls laughed at her as she pouted. “I hate yall”

“And we love you too” Nicki said blowing her a kiss.

Candi sat opposite Cassie, Cassie sat next to Nicki who sat opposite Lauren and she sat next to Candi, Amber sat at the head of the table. Amber and Cassie both had date to prom but the rest of the girls said ‘We ain’t about that life.’ Also the group all decide to go in a limo but Nicki didn’t ever know if she was going until 2weeks before and by then the limo was already paid for and there was no room. So Nicki had to go with her neighbour/family friend, Chloe. One of the main reasons Nicki was not in the mood for the senior prom was because of this boy that she has secretly liked for 3years. He wasn’t going. Sad. Everyone around her was excited to go but her. Nicki thought about him all day which is when she just fell quiet for the whole day. The girls noticed but decided not to ask because they knew Nicki what Nicki was going to say, “Nothing”.

Nail Salon

As Nicki best friend of 14 years, Lauren felt it was her duty, to ask Nicki what was up away from the other girls.

“Nicki, you good?”

“Yep, I’m just mad that he ain’t coming, I just thought...”

“Girl I know, do think if he was coming you would tell him how you felt?”

“Definitely, 3 years L-baby, that is so unhealthy.” Lauren and Amber were the only ones in the group that knew about Nicki’s ‘crush’. “I mean its our last day together other than graduation so I have nothing to gain or loss.”

“Do you think you want anything out of this?”

“No, not really because we are going to two different Colleges so I don’t see how it would work.”

“I guess you can tell him at graduation”

“Yeah I guess,” Nicki looked down.

“Don’t be sad bestie. I love you.” Lauren kissed her cheek.

“Love you too” Nicki giggled.



Prom Night

Nicki POV

Finally I’m ready. I looked in the mirror and smiled sheepishly. I smoothed the invisible winkled in my pink high low strapless dress. I have never seen myself look like this before. My aunty Tanya popped up behind me, rested her hands on my shoulders.

“Honey you look beautiful, it’s a shame your mother isn’t here.” I smiled and nodded.

“Oh well, I will show her pictures.” She smiled back at me

To be perfectly honest, I was ready for this night to be over. My aunty headed down the stairs, I grabbed my purse and walked out of my room turn off the light and mad my way to the staircase, everyone was waiting at the bottom ready to take pictures. I sighed and posed for the camera, I was ready to run back up the stairs an locked my door, but everyone put so much time and money in to me. I didn’t want to disappoint.

“Nika, You going home?” Mimi asked

“We are home, Moriah.” We all laughed

“Nicki will look beautiful.” Sierra commented

“Thanks Phat Phat” I hugged her.

“Yeah you really do Nika.” Keyana said

“Thank you Keke” This was a big change to everyone because i never look dolled up like this.

Once I got to Chloe’s house her family wanted to take pictures of the both of us which cause be to come later that the group.

The venue was so beautiful the atmosphere was amazing and so was the vibe. I was finally getting the mood for prom, I mean I was dressed for it. The girls and I took pictures together, I had forgotten all about him. I was actual have fun. More fun that I have had in a week.

I spotted my favourite teacher looking glamorous and she must has seen us because she walked over to us.

“What?” I said surprised, Ms Spencer looked at me like ‘WTF’. “ Ms Spencer I didn’t know this was your prom,”

“What is wrong with this girl?” She asked the girls jokingly as we all giggled.

That's went I spotted him, the guy that was so strongly against prom. I was so happy and mad at the same time. I excused myself from the convocation with my teacher, walked up over to my nigga Wayne hugged him and then whacked this guy upside the head with my purse.

“OW!!!”

“Drake, you said you weren’t coming.” I semi-yelled.

“Well I'm here.” I rolled my eyes and pouted.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” I pouted.

He hugged me and I took in his scent. “Because I decide two days ago.”

“You still could have told me” He was about to reply but my girls came over and hugged Wayne and Drake. Then we took picture together. I took one with Drake.

Later On That Night...

Everyone was dancing, I was just with the girls sitting down we wasn’t about that life, of the common girls. But when our jam came on, we never sat down again that night. I was having a good time until, Summertime Vybz Kartel was play everyone coupled up. I don’t even know what happened, but Cassie pushed me by accident and I bumped into Wayne and he took me and we danced. I looked to my left and saw Drake with Chloe and she was whining on him. I got out of Wayne’s grip and left the dance floor. I needed some air. I went outside and sat but the fountain.

I wanted to leave, I don’t think I could do it to myself and try and enjoy this night. I was just about to call Jelani to pick me up. Just before I was about to push the dial button. Someone spoke.

“What's wrong?” I looked up and saw a concerned look on Drakes face.

“Oh nothing,” I smiled.

“So what are you doing?”

“I just want to go home”

“Why? What happen?”

“Nothing, I'm just don't feel comfortable”

“Don’t leave,”

“I have to”

“Why?”

“Because...” I said with frustration.

“Is it something I did?”

“No please...”

“Please what?”

“Leave me...” he sighed

“Onika come take a walk with me, I have to talk to you” He gestured for me to take his hand. I sighed and accepted. We walked for a while in the venue's garden, in pure silence. I needed to tell him but I’m too cowardly to do it. The silence was killing me and we had gone round the whole outside of the venue, from the back to the front.

“Drake,” I sighed “What...” He cut me off by putting his finger on me lips. I looked at his finger without moving my head then back at him.

“Onika, I don’t know how to say this but...” He removed his finger from my lips and held both of my hands. I looked up at him, to see if he felt the electric flow between us. He did. “I like you, a lot” I smiled, and looked down and blushed. I put my hands behind his neck and pulled him in to a kissed. Wow, I’ve never been this bold with a boy before something just came over me. It was so passionate he slipped his tongue in my mouth and I happily accepted it.

After a long session of kissed, I pulled away.

“I like you too.” I smiled so hard it hurt.

As we entered the venue, hand in hand, my girls had to do a double take. Drake pulled me in to another kissed in front of everyone. Everyone aw’d and oo’d.



TBC.... Graduation...

Bad then its all Good

The sequel to Bad So Bad.

"Party Party Party" The Girls sang happily with Linda the house chefas Yana and Indie put fostering on the mini cupcakes.
Drake and Aubrey Jr were still sound asleep, in Drake's bedroom. It is exactlya year since the birth of AJ. Nicki and Drake had planned a birthday partymonths ago. Yana and Indie have been nothing but helpful this past Year.
Nicki and Drake have put their relationship on hold. Yes, they love each otherand yes, they have three kids together. But Nicki felt like he is not payingany attention to the little things she does. So she moved out, 4 weeks ago butshe come around every day. So she basically never really left. For the pastweek Drake has taken her out on little romantic dates like he used too. She washoping today would be the day she move back in.

Nicki walked in to the house as per usual and check her mail. She looked up slightlyto see the children's nanny walking around in bikini. "Carrie, my kids arein the house." Nicki joked. Aubrey Jr birthday party was a pool party.

"Oh Hey Nicki. I would rather wear clothes but my boyfriend wants mewalking around cleaning like this." Carrie smiled deviously.
"Who is this boyfriend of yours?" Nicki asked. She was a little moreinterested in where this conversation was going.

"Drake…" Nicki's jaw dropped, now she was fuming.
"DRAKE!" Nicki stormed pass Carrie and when into the room they onceshared. "Drake What the F.... Fudge Cakes?" She stopped herself fromcursing once she realised her son was sleeping.
Drake lifted up his eye lids slowly when he heard the door slam shut.
"Nicki, what's wrong??" Drake said laying AJ down.

Nicki started to cry. How could he move on without telling her? He proposed toher just a year ago. This separation was not permanent, she just needed space.She just wanted him to appreciate her more. That's all she wanted.
He stood up from the bed and hugged her, but she pushed him away.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Drake repeated himself. Nicki stared at him withbetrayal in the eyes and new tears sliding down her red hot cheeks.
"How could you?"
"What did I do???"
"You and Carrie, are you together?"
"We… we uh have a relationship with an agreement."
"Do you even want me?"
"Of course I do."
"No you don't if you did you would have waited for me."
"Nicki I..."
"Save it for your girlfriend." Nicki bushed her shoulder aggressivelyagainst his to wake up AJ.

"Wake up baby." He woke up to the sound of his mothers hush voice.

"Mama" he said sheepishly, the distraught Barbie wiped her tears awayas he opened her almond shaped eyes.
"Happy Birthday Prince AJ" she picked him up and kissed his tinysmooth face. "Come on time to get the birthday boy ready for theday."
Drake just stood there in awe. Wondering what he had to do to make her love himagain. He should have just waited for her. He love Nicki a lot he just wantedsomeone to hold and Carrie was there. Not a very smart move.
He had to show her that he still loves her. More than life. He did propose. Sheis still wearing the ring it must be a sign. 6years ago he when through hell heis not about to do that again. Especially now they have 3children to thinkabout. It hit him, he need to cut Carrie from his life meaning No 'relationshipagreement' and No nanny. He was willing to do anything to get her back.

30minutes later, Nicki walked back into the room. Drake had left, she figuredhe was downstairs. AJ was dressed and ready for his party. Nicki on the otherhand was a mess. She had a billion and one thoughts running through her mindabout Drake and Carrie. She wanted to cry so bad but not in front of her son,so she held it in. The way Carrie shamelessly walked around her house... Nickishook her head and took a deep breath.

She threw on a grey bikini and pink shorts. Then picked up a hyper AJ andheaded down stairs.
Yana and Indie was watching Shake it Up, quietly waiting for people to arrivefor the party. "Yana, Indie." They mother called from the bottom ofthe stair case.
"Hey Mommy." They said simultaneously. "Look what we made."They said in unison again. It's a thing twin. Nicki giggled and put AJ down towalk. The twins pulled her to the kitchen to show her the beautiful cupcakesthey made with Linda.
"Ooo may I have one???" Nicki asked.
"Sure!" Yana said "I made this one"
"No I made that one...” Indie argued.
"Oh brother." Nicki muttered. "Well I will eat on that Tatyanamade and one Indiana made. Is that fair?" Nicki questioned the twins.
As they nodded, Carrie yelled, "What the Fuck do you mean??" Nicki'seyes grow wide. She does not want her children to be exposed to such language.
"Girls go upstairs and get ready for your brothers party."
They nodded once again and ran up the stairs. "No running in myhouse!" Nicki was intrigued to what was going on, on the patio. She put AJin his high chair and asked Linda to get him something to eat. Nicki was notone to eardrop but she overheard Drake and Carrie conversation.

"So you fuck me and fire me. Mad Class, Drake."
"I didn't sleep with you Carrie. I just slept in the same bed asyou." Nicki was confused, she thought had slept together.
"But you asked me out, you took me out." 'You’re a fool' Nickithought. That was a statement for the both of them.
"I'm sorry about that I guess I just needed some comfort I waslonely." Nicki didn't know how to feel about the whole situation. It wassilent after Drake spoke. She opened the glass doors in the kitchen that leadto the patio. "I don't mean to intrude but can y'all keep the noise down.My babies are in the house."
"Don't worry Nicki I was just leaving."
"Leaving?? Where you going?"
"Home. I just got fired. Hope y'all have a nice life." Carrie walkedin to the house; mad, heartbroken, upset, just a few words to describe her atthat moment.
Nicki just stood in the same place for 5minutes, not exactly sure on what tosay. She just thought it was so disrespectful for Carrie to do what she did.Drake just was not in her good books. She just watched Drake start up thebarbecue, shook her head then walk back into the house slamming the patio door.She didn't know whether to cry or scream. Drake is so stupid. She sighed,"Something's gotta give."

It was 2pm, family and friend had arrived, and everyone was enjoyingthemselves. Nicki had to put on a brave face for her family and friend. She didwant anyone fussing over her and Aubz relationship at their son first birthday.Nicki sat on the patio with the mothers and besties. Drake was over by thebarbecue will his boys laughing and joking. The kids were in the pool or on thewater slide.
Yana and Indie walked over to their mother, who was wearing similar bikini tothe twin's bathing suits.
"Yes girls?" Nicki asked already knowing that something happened bythe looked on the face.
"Baby Tune got gum in our hair, now we are stuck together." Tatyanaexclaimed being the oldest twin.
"Oh my Babies," She motioned for them to come over to her."Wayne, get you kid." She joked.
"Why? What he do??"
"Put gum in my babies hair."
"Sorry Nicki." He walked over to baby tune.
Nicki walked into the kitchen with the girls. She examined they hair thencalled Lauren.
"They need to cut it out." Nicki informed her Bestie. Lauren got outtiny scissor for her purse. "Oh my God, I can't sit here and watchthis." Lauren and the girls watch Nicki break down. "That's babyhairs. I ain't never cut they hair a day in my life." Nicki had real tearsin her eyes.
"Aw Mommy." The twins cooed at the same time and hugged her. Laurengot her a tissue box.
"Don't worry Nicki I will only cut what I need to for them to break loose.Okay?" Nicki nodded drying her tears. "Come on girls." Nickiclosed her eyes as she heard the sound of the scissors. "Done"
"Thank you Aunty Lauren. You okay mommy?" Indie asked.
"Yes Baby, let's go outside."
Once Nicki walked outside she caught Drakes eye.
"Aye Nic, you alright?" he questioned. She nodded. Deep down Nickiknew she wasn't just crying because of the hair thing. It was something more. Sheknew they had to talk but she was not about to spoil her son's day, no matterhow much she was hurting inside.

7pm, the party finished at 5 but only the close friend stayed; Lauren, LilWayne, Candi, Niko, Lauren London, SB, Amber and 40.
The children were asleep upstairs and the adults were drinking downstairs.
"Anyway though, let get off that nasty ass topic." Candi commented.
"Yeah, so Nicki." LL called her name.
"Huh?" Nicki was miles away.
"When are you and Drake getting married? I mean you've had that ring on yourfinger for a year." Nicki was in shock, so covered her left hand with herright, hiding the ring.
"Uh… Ummm" Nicki searched for something to say, she just might haveto tell the truth. "We... Uh..." Drake interrupted her.
"We decided that we was gonna pick a date tomorrow." Nicki shot aninvisible (to the people around them) glare at him. Nicki stood up without aword and went upstairs.
"What's wrong with her?" SB asked.
"I don't know" Drake replied, but he did. Nicki and him shared thismagical connection only twins shared, except they won't twins. He felt what shefelt. He thinks what she thinks. "It's getting late."
"Yeah Nigga I will see when I see you." Wayne said picking up babytune.
"Aight!"
"Tell Nicki we said bye." LL said picking up her son Cameron.
"Well do,"

Once everyone left Drake searched the whole house for Nicki; there she was in thebedroom they once shared, the bedroom he betray her love. There she was,crying.
"Nicki…" Drake breathed.
"Please don't talk to me." she said in a hush tone.
"Nicki, I…"
"Close the door." she demanded. He obeyed her command. 27 year old,Onika Maraj was sick and tired. Sitting on the king size bed with head in herhands. Tired of bullshit. "Drake, why? Why do love to hurt me... Make mefall deeply in love with you, give you 3 beautiful kids. I'm I not enough foryou. Do you want more?" she spoke through her tears. "You know what?I'm so done with you Aubrey" Nicki stood up. Drake blocked the door."Move!"
"No!"
"Ugh Move"
"No Onika!" Drake shouted.
"Move Move Move MOVE!" she yelled, slapping him five times with everyword. He just took it like a man until it was became painful. He grabbed holdof her wrists. "I hate you. I hate you. I hate that you have made me weak!I HATE YOU" She screamed in his face. He pinned her up against the door.Nicki was fuming. Red face, waterfall tears, all that. Drake afraid of hernails had her hands over her head.
"Now listen hear Onika, no matter what you say I know you still love methat why you wearing the ring." he smirked
"I wear it for the kids." Nicki spat,
"Is that so?" She nodded, "Well to me you are still the samestrong women I meet 10years ago. You will always have my heart my love. I oweyou, I know. I should have never done what I did and I don't deserve you but Ineed you, I can sleep without you I can't live without you please. Please"He released her hands and kissed her.
Whenever he kissed her she was on cloud 9. A fantasy world. A fairy tale. Thatsoon proofed away. There was a knock on the bedroom door.
Drake pulled away.
"Who?" He asked.
"Us"
"Who is us?"
"Tatyana, Indiana and AJ" Nicki quickly wiped her tears and sat onthe bed.
"Oh..." Drake opened the door.
The girls looked at their mother "Is everything okay???"
"Yes Indie" Nicki replied.
"Okay" The twins are only 6 almost 7 but they are not stupid theyknow when something's up. They were willing to let this one slide. "Mommy,remember you said we was gonna go get ice cream." Nicki chuckled.
"You woke up for that?"
"Yep" the girls said.
"Um… okay. Go and get your shoes on. Yana bring me your brother shoeplease."
"Okay." As they left Drake close the door.
"Our conversation isn't over Nicki."She closed her eyes and picked upAJ heading to the car.
Nicki decided to go to the grocery store instead. She put the TV on in the backso she could think without any interruption. But it didn't work.
Indie took of her headphones.
"Mama, why do you hate daddy??" Nicki stammered
"I...I…I don't Hate'm"
"Then why did you say it? I thought you said, say what you mean and meanwhat you say and if what you have to say is mean don't say it." Could thisbe a 6year old had Nicki speechless?
"Yes but in this situation it's different."
"How so?"
Nicki didn't want to tell her 6years what was happening behind closed doors."You ask too many questions little one."
"Are you getting a divorce?" Nicki's grow wide.
"No! We are not even married Indie."
"Oh!" Indie shrugged.
"Who taught you that word?" Nicki was intrigued.
"Elizabeth, her parents are divorced and now her mommy has a boyfriendthat buys her everything she wants. Mommy do you have a boyfriend??" indieasked with a curious filled voice.
Nicki chuckled. "No Indie"
"Oh!" Indie put her headphone back on, leaving her mother chuckling.

The trip to the grocery stores was a success. The girls were mommy's littlehelpers. They had mini trolleys and Tatyana put AJ in her trolley so hewouldn't run around. They bought two big tubs of ice cream for Nicki (ButterPecan) and two middle tubs of Hagen Daz for the twins. AJ got baby pots ofstrawberry yogurt.

It's was 10pm Nicki had sent the babies to bed, she check they were all asleepbefore grabbing her bag to leave. "Nicki." she just continued walkingtowards the bedroom door. "Nicki" he grabbed hold of her forearm andswung her round to face him.
"What?" She said with frustration, accidentally dropping bag.
"How did we get like this? We used to be so in love."
"So you’re not in love with me no more?" Nicki asked snatching her armout of his grip.
"I never said that."
"It was implied" There was a few moments of silence.
Drake spoke, "Do you still love me?"
Nicki had knots in her throat as she spoke, "I never stopped"
Drake cupped her left cheek with his right hand and pulled her close. Shelooked up in his heavenly hazel eyes.
They lips were only millimetres apart before Nicki pulled away.
"No, we always end up like this, we fight, neither one of us can rememberwhy, we suffer then we get back together. If we are going to do this, we do itright." she wiped her tears with the palm of her soft hand. "I don'twant a divorce or separation. We stick it out to the end." Indie was stillin the back of Nicki's head.
"So what are you saying?"
"I'm saying that I miss you and I want you back."
Drake was beyond happy; his smile gave away his emotion. He didn't sayanything; there was nothing to say. Words couldn't describe how he felt onlyactions. He wrapped his around her tiny waist and kissed her. A Long,passionate, magical kiss; it was needed.

They lips never departed. But they did have a well needed sex session.

All was good in love, sex and magic.

Should I do a Wedding Special??? 

Hate Less than Love

Oh no, what did I do now? Shit something is wrong with the sink. Just great, I ain't calling no damn plumber plus it's like 10o'clock in the night. There is only 1 person call to do this, job. Drake.
"Hey Bre Bre"
"Hello, would you quit calling me that?"
"Nope! Sooo I need you come over" I said in my baby voice.
Why"
"Because I broke something,"
"That is the only reason why you call me over, to use me, never to just hang."
"Aw, don't be sad I use everybody. Anyway I expect to see you in 20minutes."
"Okay but I hate you!"
"I dislike you!" He chuckled as I hung up.

Drake and I, we have very playfully relationship, but we are good friend. I just moved into this apartment like, a month ago and whenever I break things I call Drake to come and fix it.
We were in a relationship for 7years, but it just wasn't working out so we're just friends. It's going pretty well. I love this friendship we have going on, less of a headache.
I sat on my sofa waiting my handy man to come fix the sink. Drake came within 10minutes of our conversation. I hugged him and kissed his cheek before letting him in.
"So what the problem.” he asked as we walked in to the kitchen.
"I don't even know the sink thingy is making some weird sound."
"Put on the switch real quick" I did what I was told and switch it on. The noise was horrible; Drake simple looked down the drain like the noise didn't affect his ears. He smiled and signalled me to turn off the drain sucker thingy. So I did. He smiled; I was like 'WTF'. He pulled out a teaspoon from the drain. I giggled, "Oh my bad." we both laughed, we finally calmed down “Do you want something to drink." I asked as Drake retired to the sofa. "No thanks" I joined him on my navy blue sofa.
"Thank you for 'fixing' my sink"
"No problem," He said throwing my blue pillows in the air and catching it again.
"Can you not do that?" Then he hit me in the face with my pillow messing up my lipstick. "Oh my! You did not just mess up lipstick." Drake sniggered, and then smirked to cover it up. I grabbed my pillow and wacked him across the head, messing up his prefect curls.
"Nicki!" I giggled.
"You messed up lipstick so I messed up your hair." We both laughed.
"But real did you mess you my hair bruh?" I playfully rolled my eyes.
"Bruh? I'm your bruh now, I'm a boy?"
"No," He laughed "You’re my friend"
"Hold on" I fixed his hair for him. When I was done I sat back in my seat.
"Thank you," I pouted, this Nigga messed up my lipstick first. "Oh let me see the 'mess' I made." he put his middle finger and his index finger under my chin, lifting it up slowly, softly, until we was nose to nose. He quickly leaned in to kiss my lips, without hesitation I accepted his tongue. I was enjoying every moment of this kiss. He pulled away, I was like why. I wiped the corners of my mouth my index finger, and smiled shyly. "Sorry Nicki, I know we are meant to be friends."
"No, it.… it's ok"
After I said those words it was beyond awkward, pure silence in my apartment, Drake kissed my cheek before saying goodnight and leaving. What the hell was that? Oh my God, I was not expecting that at all. Can someone tell me why I liked it? But the fuck does that mean? Does he want me?

*Next Day at The Salon*

Nae-Nae was popping her gum while doing Honey, my blexican friend's hair. "Child if you keep popping that gum imma pop you!" Terrence exclaimed as he take out my hair scrunchy. Nae-Nae looked at him up and down. "Oh honey I know look beautiful, I wish I could say the same for you." I gasped
"T don't be mean."
"I am trying but if she keep pop pop popping that gum imma hurt someone." I shook my head.
"Terence just do my hair."

Halfway through getting my hair did Terrence stop what he was doing. "Ooo Nicki Imma have to find someone else to your hair." I spun around in my chair to face him.
"Why!"
"Because I can't take this silence, you better dish the dirty." I rolled my eyes. Okay Terrence isn't just my hairstylist; he is one of my best friends. He most definitely knows when I have something on my mind. "Nicki tell me something"
"Okay, you know Drake" Terrence spun me back around and proceed with my hair.
"How can I forget him, your 7year relationship, almost married him, the love of your life, guy" Terrence mimicked stuff I used to say. I gave him a death glare in the mirror.
"Well last night he kissed me."
"What?!"
"He kissed me," I repeated myself
"So what now, are y'all back together?"
"From one kiss? No Terrence, I just don't know where we stand anymore."
"Well do you want to get back together with him?"
"I don't know," I did my famous dimple shrug.
"Well gworrrrrrrl, the first thing you need to do is talk to him. See how he feels."
I listened intently to everything Terrence was saying about Drake and I whilst he trimmed my split ends Then he blow dried my hair. Which I hated doing because I like my hair wavy. He was blowing out my hair, so my hair was half way down my back.
After I did my hair, I just had to text drake; we needed to talk about that kiss.

Come to lunch with me at Linda's~ Nicki

sure, we need to talk! ~Drake.

Yeah, we do. Meet you there in 30mins? ~Nicki

Okay see you then~ Drake

*At Linda's*

Drake opposite me, we order food first, it was just as awkward as last night.
"Uh so about last night..." Drake began. "I don't want things between us to be awkward, you know?" He reached over the table to grab my hand, but I pulled away.
"No I wanna know how you feel deep down."
"What do you mean?"
"What are your feelings towards me?"
"Oh…. You’re a great… friend." I tried so hard to search a 'but' in his face; he genuine meant what he said. That’s it I am just he friend.
"Wow!"
"What?" I know he knows I was hurt. He could always read me like I was his favourite book.
"I am a great friend? So that kiss meant nothing to you?" I tried so hard to not yell. He shrugged. "You know you could be a real jerk at times." I pick up my napkin, dropped it on the table and walked out the diner, close to tears. I remember why Drake never worked out, yes he could read me like a book but he never got me. I honestly don't know why I keep running back to him. He doesn't love me the way I love him. I just jumped on the bus, cried silently.

When I got home, I was about shut the door after walking in to my apartment and Drake slipped through as I shut the door. I re-opened the door. "Get out!"
"No I want say something." I gave him the benefit of the doubt, hoping his says what I wanna hear. I walking in the living room and sat down whilst he stayed standing. "Nicki I have had enough of this." I furrowed my brows “Enough of you running out on me all the time. Always causing a scene!" Are you been for real right now?

"Drake I run and you never try to chase after me! But Fuck out of here with this shit. Like I don't need this and I don't need you!!! This is why people say you cannot be friends with your ex. I HATE YOU! Now LEAVE!" I yell at him with tears running down my cheeks. He just stood there. “YA DEATH? I SAID LEAVE!" I stood up and held the down open for him. He walked out my apartment without eye contact; I just slammed the door in his face. I walked over to my sofa and rested my elbows on my knees and cried in my hands. 2minutes later my door swung open, l lifted my head out of my hand to see Drake. He kneed down between my legs. STOP THE STORY: ok Nicki was wearing black short bodycon skirt, a pink ruffled short sleeved blouse and a pair of black pumps, 5inch heel. BACK TO THE STORY: he hugged me so close; I wrapped arms around his neck and cried on his shoulder. He stroked my hair calming down. I pressed my knees a little in to his waist. He pulled from our embrace and looked into my eyes. Our lips crashed together. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him into a deeper kiss. He held my waist, lifting me up walking to my bedroom, never breaking the passionate kissed we shared. He sat down on my king size bed. I removed his shirt. Then I stood up and took off all my clothes expect my bra. Drake took off all his clothes. I got back on his erected member and went down slowly, holding on to his shoulders. My juices come out like a waterfall. I slowly thrusted down on him. He held my body so close to his as I moaned; He fingers danced up my back and unhooked my bra. I started to go faster. He kissed and licked my boobs. Then he flipped us over. He made me do a 'V' shape with my legs. Then he pumped into me holding my feet with the heels that I left on. I grabbed my sheets and closed my eyes. "No babe, open your eyes." So I did and looked at him work. "Babe do you hate me?" I shook my head. "No I want to hear your beautiful voice."
"Ah.... No! No I love you!" I panted." He leaned down and kissed my lips whilst still in me.
"I love you too I never stopped." He breathed against my lips. Then he continued to pump in to me, I could feel him so high up in me, it felt right. Drake thrusted in and out of me, so fast.
"Ah Nicki..... Baby you so tight" I turned over so Drake was under me as I did the splits facing his legs. I popped my butt up in the air as I bounced up and down; Drake was playing with my nipples causing me to arch my back even more. Screaming his name.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh Drake!!!! Mmmmm Imma.... Oh My... Drake imma gonna cum." My leg shook as I reached my climax. I climbed off of him then rested my head on my pillow, suddenly Drake laid on top of me and kissed and sucked on my neck down to my boobs licking my nipples. I pushed him off of me and grabbed on his dick. I brought my head down to the tip of his dick. I let my tongue dance on the tip before putting the whole thing in my mouth, with no problems.
"Shit, babe... Babe" Drake tapped my shoulder but I wanted to taste him again it’s be awhile. He came in my mouth and swallowed it.
"Mmm babe you taste good."
I climbed on top of him, bouncing up and down. I rode him like he only guy on earth and we was about to die. He grabbed my hips slammed me down on him. I whimpered and moaned then screamed.
"Yes Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Drizzy! Keep going Baby! Keep Going!!!"

Our sweat mixed, each slam created a sound only Drake and I could make. "Baby I am going to......."
"Wait Nic!" he told me to get up and lean over the bed. He smacked my ass, hard. Then hit it from the back. Then he tugged on my hair, before the second stroke, I was in Spanish mode. Third time hurt. But a pleasurable kind of pain. I screamed his name my neighbour definitely know his name. I was weak so he held me hips up a stroke in to me three more times. I laid down on the bed panting. Next to Drake. I kissed his chest. "Woah Nic" He pulled me closer. His right hand on my butt and his left hand playing with my clit.
"Drake please I am too soar."
"But I am hungry!" He whined.
"I have a kitchen with food in it."
"But I am crazing something sweet." he stuck his two finger in me. I gasped and jumped a little. This Nigga. He started off slow then fast I drag my nails in his chest. He pulled out then sucked on his finger. "Mmmmm" I rested my head again, next thing I knew was Drake opened my legs wide. "Cookie Time" I giggled. He left marks on my inner thigh, and then he attacked my cookie. I moaned none stop and arched my back. Then in lifted myself up by using my elbows. He was sucking on my clit. Then he inserted his tongue, I held the back of his head forcing his tongue deeper in to me.
"Yes baby!!!" I came in his face. He was amazing!!!
"Babe you taste sweeter than what I remember"
"I am glad you enjoyed It."
"I know you’re tired but I want more of you." He put his dick in me without any warning. This was exactly hurting because he was going too fast. "Owww Babe slower please." he grunted, I don't think he heard me. I was on the verge of tears; he was going too hard and too rough. "Owwwwww!!" tears escaped my eyes. "Drake!! Aubrey!! STOP PLEASE." I kicked my legs and tried to push him off me. But I was too weak. At this point I was crying for him to stop. He didn't stop until he cum in me. No condom!  Not good. I was crying so hard. I went to a corner of my bed and cried, Drake tried to comfort me but I just pushed him away. I was in so much pain.
"Baby I am sorry." I stood up and waddled slowly to my bathroom. I sat in the bath tub, in pain. Drake behind me but he wasn't in the bath with me, he kissed my shoulder. "Babe I'm so sorry."
"Please just get out please." I had tears running down my face.
"I'm sorry Nicki." He just hugged me from behind and left the bathroom. This was a hot mess! I was in the bath for an hour trying to ease the pain. When I came out, my hair was in a messy bun and I had a blue towel wrapped around me. Drake had changed my sheets. What the Heck??? I did scream telling him to stop; he can't say he did hear me. Why was he so aggressive towards me?

Two days Later...

It was now 4pm and I had to get ready for work. Even though I was in pain from the other day, but i gotta do what I gotta do. I dress up for work and I put my hair in a bun with two chopsticks in it. I made myself something to eat seen as I did eat lunch. Once I was done I set out to go to Red lobster, I have to be there for 6pm or else I am getting fired.

*At Work*

As I took orders, I couldn't stop thinking about Drake. Like I am not here for this one night stand shit. I mean he has called a couple times but I ignored him. Anyways back to work "Hello Sir welcome to Red Lobster can I take your order?" I took down his order as he spoke. Walking back to the kitchen after I was done waiting on that guy, I had to sneak a 5minute break to sit down my feet were aching and I was so sore. I had to get up because my boss was lurking around.
"Aye Sister girl what time do you get off tonight?" My Latina co worker, Bambi asked.
"Closing hour"
"Same, do you wanna come to my apartment for a couple of drinks?" I love Bambi; I swear she is like my best friend at work.
"Bambi, now you know I don't drink."
"Chica que valía la pena intentarlo!!" I laughed this girl is too much. "But really chica, you gotta let your hair down." I just rolled eyes at her. "Come on Nic"
"Fine" She jumped up and down I shook my head at her.

The next morning

Nicki woke up on the floor of Bambi's apartment. But she didn't get up until she had the sudden urge to throw up. She jumped up in the process of running to the bathroom; she stepped on Andre and slid against the hard wood floor and throw up in the toilet.
Once Nicki was done in the bathroom, she was greeted by 4 of her co workers... "What?" Nicki said fixing here skirt.
"You stepped on my back!" Andre replied.
"Oh, I did?" Nicki smirked and walked over to the couch.
"Nicki?"
"Yes Bam Bam"
"You just threw up...” Nicki looked at Bambi confused as she slipped on her black pump. "Babe you only had one shot last night"
"Yeah and I am a lightweight, what's your point."
"Babe, you can't throw up after ONE shot."
"Where is this going?" At this point Honey had told Andre and Rodney to go to the kitchen and make them breakfast.
"Baby, what Bambi is trying to say is you may be pregnant." Nicki looked at her two besties.
"You're mad!!! You're all bloody mad!!!" Nicki stood up and yelled at them.
"Nicki calm down."
"No Y'all just said I am preggers!" Nicki didn't appreciate what they were saying. "Okay I am going to go before y'all predicted my due date!"

"No but I would have just thought you was sick but you are glowing." Honey said touching Nicki face.

"She is, isn't she? Mi hijos at least take a test." Bambi said.

"Okay I will, if it will get you two nutters off my case."

"Great, I have a couple in the cabinet under the sink." Nicki gave Bambi a What the Hell look. "What I have a few scares" Nicki shook her head.

After Nicki pee'd on the stick, she started to feel a tad bit nervous, what if she was pregnant, and would she keep it? All these question running through her mine... No Answer. Honey went to check on Nicki since she had been in the bathroom for 30minutes. "Babe are you okay?" When Nicki didn't answer Honey knocked 3times before walking in seeing Nicki staring in the sink. In the sink were 5pregnancy tests all saying she was pregnant! "Oh My!"

TBC